time passing

Time-passer

As the days go by you see yourself just passing through out
life without giving a second thought on what you have done
life without giving a second thought on what you have done
 if I had a chance to take it all back
if I had a chance to take it all back
only I sent her that last text ...If only, if I only, why didn't I
if I had a chance to take it all back
I would just want to see you again
Just one more time
Oh God please I swear I'll never sin again
if I had a chance to take it all back
As I lay there praying in this abandoned church  knew it
should've been me that died in that crash
 if I had a chance to take it all back
oh god, why
it should've been me that died in that crash
why did you take her from me
oh god why didn't I stop this
Thirst for this Devil's Brew
that's what I get for being a time passer
Dam this bottle of liquid courage
oh god why couldn't I just leave it on the table
As I was able to send that text
if only ...If I have ... Just maybe ...Things could be different  if only I sent her that last text ...If only if I only why didn't I
The car wasn't fixed completely
The brakes..
Why
Didn't I
As I stood there by your stone
The dark crows went over the sky
The cold air blowing me away
As I tried to
Say my last goodbye
As I look from my room the bars
The cold bed
I knew I was put away for
Mistakes I made do to drops of
This clear liquid

As the days go bye you see yourself just passing through out
life