Fill My Empty Void

Chapter 1

Void: A completely empty space. When it's empty, you just want to sink into a black hole. You try to fill it with everything until it's filled again by something or someone.

Miley woke up one morning in her big king sized bed. She rubbed her eyes as she sat up in bed, with the chill of the air running over her skin. When she was younger, she would lay in bed and think for a few minutes before getting up bit not anymore. She didn't do a lot of the things she used to anymore.

She got out of bed and put on her house slippers before any thoughts could enter her mind. This was how she lived. On autopilot. Ever since that day she had lost everything she had ever loved.

She walked into the bathroom and rubbed her hands over her eyes. Dark circles circled the blue eyes that used to stand out so clearly. They would also change color according to her mood. Her blue eyes could transform into brown or a light green. She stared at herself in the mirror and hated her face. Nothing seemed right anymore.

It was about five o'clock and the sun was barely peaking over the California Ocean. Miley was getting ready for her first day at a new show she would be acting in. She had gotten a call from Oliver, who was also the producer, saying that they needed a best friend for the main character and they were wondering if she was interested. The new series was called Single & Finding Love. She didn't know who any of her coworkers were yet.

She fixed her hair and put on her make-up. She got dressed in a nice blouse and a pair of dress pants. Oliver said she could dress casually but she wanted to make a good first impression. She walked downstairs and made pancakes. When Miley got back from Paris she rented a small apartment. She decided that she didn't need anything really big since she was the only one living there.

She slowly poured coffee into a canteen to go. She then walked outside and sat in her car. She rolled down the window and took out a cigarette. She lit it and took a slow puff of it. She always had to have a cigarette every morning since she got back from Paris. She didn't know why, she just felt like something was missing. The only reason she even tried it in the first place was because Tracey said it would help her with her nerves.

It didn't help though.

It just numbed whatever pain it was for a while. She had a feeling she knew what was missing though. When she had gone to Paris, she lost touch with Lilly. She didn't know why. Lilly just out of the blue stopped responding to her texts and her phone calls. She never knew why though. Oliver didn't really know either. He told her Lilly broke up with him because she liked somebody else but she wouldn't tell him who. It also shocked Miley when Oliver said she didn't go to college. She dropped her classes because she got a movie opportunity in Los Angeles. The only reason they even heard about her was because she was Miley's best friend.

That hurt Miley.

Lilly wouldn't go to Paris with her but the moment something like a movie opportunity happened, she quickly jumped into it.

Miley shook her head as she finished the last puff of her cigarette and pulled out of the driveway. She was ready for her first day. Or at least she thought she was.

Lilly was finishing her breakfast and put her dishes in the sink. She had her own apartment but it was small. She smiled as she thought about how she was going to meet the person that would play her best friend on her new series. It was funny to her. When she was friends with Miley, it was always Miley they saw as the main person and she was just the 'sidekick'.

Now Lilly would be the main one with someone else as the sidekick. She grabbed her purse and went out to her car. She had already met the other cast members but the best friend cast member was kind of last minute though. Oliver told her it was a surprise as to who it was. She out her key's in the ignition as she thought about the term 'best friend'. She hadn't talked to Miley in two years but she missed her. She missed how Miley made her feel when she was around her. When Miley just came back from Paris and didn't even try to contact her; that really hurt her. She just drowned herself in her acting job, never taking a break between jobs. She did enjoy it, she really did but she still wished for more.