"Why ! Just why me ?!" I yelled while sliding down my door , crying. "If only I could end this hell ! But how ?!"I hid my face in my knees and started crying harder.
This all started when I was 16 , 2 years ago ,that makes me 18 now. But it still hasn't stopped. I keep getting bullied by my brother , Yoongi's gang , which consists of 5 other boys : Jungkook , Jimin , Hoseok , Namjoon , Jin and my brother , Yoongi. Of course my brother doesn't bully me...but...he doesn't know it happens , they act all sweet and nice to me when he's with them. We were friends at first...Well me and Jimin were best friends , but one day...he asked me out. Ididn't want to ruin our friendship by dating him , like IF THIGNS WENT WRONG AND WE BROKE UP THEN BOTH OF US WOULD SUFFER AND HATE EACHOTHER ! To be honest , I did the thing that , actually ruined our friendship...Rejected him. After that , he hated me ,that's why he started making my life a living hell. You mightbe wondering...'WHY DON'T YOU TELL YOONGI !?', well , because they're the only people that didn't backstab him or just betray him, the only people making him normal ,not the person who was left by his parents and was adopted by a family that now left him too , that's true though , our adoptive family just abandoned us in the house , with the maids and everyone inside it...I don't think they did it on purpose though , nobody has seen them for a few years now.
Now I just suck it up and pretend to be happy , I want my brother to be happy the most , since out parents left us , he's always been sad and depressed , until he met these guys. I couldn't make him suffer again.
I now have no friends , at school , or outside it , except this boy ,I met him online and we're now best friends , he lives in Daegu, quite far away from me , but we want to meet up one day. I don't know his name , or how he looks , I only know a nickname that people call him , V. Of course I have to change it , so I usually call him Bwee . He knows my nickname only aswell , I didn't want to tell him my name because I was afraid he'll hate it and bully me for it , my name isn't really used around here , I mean you won't find many Y/N's in Seoul but , he knows how most people call me Y/N/M (Your Nick Name) so he just calls me that , but when I'm sad , he calls me Princess. He always makes me feel better by just texting me. My only wish is to meet him , one day , maybe I will...
*Time Skip to Morning* I woke up to my annoying alarm going off this morning , after I got up I got myself ready and got dressed ,did my hair () and had breakfast. Then I realised...IT'S MONDAY ! The day that ever fake rumour about me starts because of Jimin , the day that every single mean, pranking session starts , a day I dread. I felt the urge of telling Yoongi about what Jimin does to me...I really did , I don't think I can stand any more nights where I cry myself to sleep ,thinking that it won't ever end if I don't try to stop it. But I want my brother to be happy, as long as he's happy ,nothing else matters.
I sluggishly put on my shoes and took my bag and then walked to school. I liked being alone in the mornings , that's why my brother doesn't walk with me , or eat with me , we mostly meet up at school.
*Time Skip to School* Once I got to class , I sat as near to the back of the class as I could , knowing the boys would be at the front. I took my phone out and texted V : ( In text )
Y/N : Hey ! Can you talk ? V: Yeah , oh I forgot...I have to tell you something... Y/N : What is it little Bwee ? V : I told you not to call me that ! But , I...I MOVED TO SEOUL LAST WEEK ! Y/N : OMO DAEBAK ! But I should've known first ! V : Calm down , we might not be able to meet in these coming months since I need to get used to the place and make friends and stuff...But I can't wait to meet you ! Y/N : Neither can I , but I gtg now , class is starting ! Cya ! (End chat)
My teacher , Mrs. Lee came in , holding a student by the shoulders. "Guessing he's new..."I muttered under my breath. Then Mrs. Lee started talking : "Good morning class ! We have a new student , his name's Kim Taehyung. Now Taehyung , go sit next to...Y/N , also Y/N can you show him around the school please ?" "Ummm...Sure..." I replied while Taehyung was walking to his seat.
The lesson was quite boring , so I decided to text my precious little Bwee ! (Chat) Y/N : Bwee ! Can you talk ? I'm bored in class... *After 3 minutes* V : Oh precious little princess...Yeah I can ! Y/N : Well that was a late reply ! But YAYYYYY ! V : I'm in my new school , sitting next to a weird girl , she's on her phone as well...she seems strange Y/N : XD ! Noice ! SHIT ! I THINK THE TEACHERS CAUGHT ME ! GTG BYEE ! (End chat)
*Time Skip to Lunch* "Hey Taehyung ! What do you want to see first in the school , cafeteria , or maybe library ?" I asked him. "Bitch , leave me alone , do you think I really wanna hang out with a nerd like you !? I have my own friends." He said in a cold voice then walked off. I looked around to see who he was talking about...he went to...YOONGI !!!
