She's my suga mama Lauren/you

Chapter 7

Y/N's POV

I was now walking to Camila's house while thinking about our relationship.She has been acting so off lately,like every time I try to be romantic or cute or anything she just moves away,but when we do kiss or anything its like she is savoring it as if it was our last and she gets so emotional after it.I knocked on her door and it opened revealing Sinuhe,who smiled warmly at me.

"Hi Y/N/N!"She exclaims and hugs me,I smile at her actions.

"Hi Sinuhe"I say and she moves letting me come in.

"Mila is in her room"She says and I nod coming up to her room.I knock and hear a faint "come in" I open the door to see her looking trough some homework.

"Hi babe"I say and she looks up giving me a quick smile before looking down at her homework.

"Hey baby"She says and I walk behind her putting my arms around her neck."Babe Im working"She says and I frown.I sigh and lay on her bed.

"Camila tell me what the hell is wrong?I deserve to know.Did I do something?"I ask and she turn around.

"What are you talking about?"She asks nervously.

"About how you always push me away when I try to be romantic or cute or anything and how you even when we kiss you make it feel as if it was the last and get emotional after it."I say she frowns looking down."Please tell me whats wrong Camila"I say and she sighs.

"I-we-Im moving away"She stutters and I quickly sit up to look at her in shock.

"Wh-where?"I ask and she sniffles.Oh no she is crying,I was honestly so close to crying too but I am trying to keep it in.I get up and squat in front of her wiping away her tears.

"Seattle"She says and I feel my eyes fill with tears.

"When?"I ask and she sobs."Come here"I say and she practically makes me fall down as she jumps into my arms,but I just sit down with her in my lap and lean on her bed.I wipe her tears away.

"In two days"And there goes my heart.I felt tears pouring down my face and I hid my face in Camila's shoulder."I t-think we are gonna have to break up"She says and I look at her so hurt.

"W-why?"I ask and she frowns,wiping my tears.

"I know it won't work,one of us is gonna find someone else and we are both gonna be focused on different things"She speaks softly and a small sob escaped my mouth.

"I-I need you Camzi"I say and she hugs me tight.

"I know you will be okay without me Y/N"She says and I desperately clutch on her shirt and look at her with pleading eyes as I practically beg for her not to leave.After her telling me its not her decision and that her dad got a job there,I realized it was pointless to beg for her to stay no matter how much I wanted her to stay with me.

"C-can I get the last kiss please?"I ask and she nods smiling softly.

"Of course"She says and she cups my cheeks pulling me in the most passionate and emotional kiss we ever had.We then lean our foreheads against each others and she wipes away my tears with her thumbs."I love you remember that please"She says in a desperate tone now,but also a loving one.

"I love you too"She says and it sucked to know it was the last time I was gonna hear those words.

4 days later..

Lauren's POV

Y/N came into class and I was waiting for her usual greeting,but she just walked to her table with her head down and didn't say anything.Maybe she is mad?What did I do?The class started and I noticed she wasn't paying attention instead she was just looking at the place Camila used to sit and looked so unlike her usual self.Is this about Camila?

"Y/N"I say and she looks towards me and hums."Stay after class please"I say and she nods.None of her snarky comebacks?Something is wrong.After the class finished she walked over to my table and I closed the door.It was the last class of the day so we had time to talk."Is everything okay Y/N?"I ask and she shrugs.

"Why?"She asks in a low voice.

"Well you aren't acting like your usual self and you weren't paying any attention to the class which you usually do"I say and I see tears dwell up in her eyes.

"C-Camila she moved away and b-broke up wi-"I didn't have to hear the rest and I pulled her into a hug,she put her arms around me and sobbed into my shoulder.I ran my fingers trough her hair and told her sweet calming stuff making her relax.I wiped away her tears and gave her a small smile.

"Y/N how about I take you out?"I ask and I see her look at me with a raised eyebrow.

"Really Lauren,you are gonn-"

"Oh my God Y/N,did I say I want you to fuck me.I just wanna take you out and make you feel better,to try and make you forget about her at least for a day"I say and she sighs.

"So I don't have to fuck with you?"She asks and I shake my head.

"Nothing.We are only gonna do whatever you are comfortable with and whatever you wanna do.Im only trying to make you happy"I say and she smiles a little,making a huge smile come on my face cause I made her smile at least a bit.

"Sure why not?"She says and I clap happily,making a small giggle come out of her mouth.

"I'll text u the details okay?"I ask and she nods.She hugs me again and ofcourse I hug back,she kisses my cheek making me blush hardly.

"See ya Lauren"She says and walks out.I can't wait to take her out

A/N:Hey guys!I just wanted to say that if you have any ideas or something you would like to happen in this book,you can leave it down in the comments or private message me,I don't bite I promise hahah.Love ya stay strong