Sorry Mahiru.

Why me?

(Slight update,more or less what is happening to Kuro since the attack on Mahiru.)

The last thing Kuro remembered before he lost consciousness himself was Tsubaki whispering something in his ear.He couldn't hear all of the words,but what he made out made no sense. Something about Mahiru,and laughter.Some time passed when Kuro finally opened his red eyes slowly looking around.He looked around to figure out where he was.It was dark wherever he was,and he was laying on the ground.He laid there trying to remember what happened before he blacked out,then his eyes opened wide.."Mahiru."He said softly.(That's right,Mahiru died, because I couldn't save him.But why did Tsubaki spare me?Is it revenge instead of killing the servamps for what happened, takeaway what is most important to us?)Kuro thought about everything,blaming himself and tears swelled in his eyes.

Regret,anger,sorrow,denial,and self hatred.He was feeling all of these at the same time. "So troublesome.I ,I wish I could die."He groaned,still wondering where he was.Slowly he tried getting to his feet,and looked around some more.The ground looked like sand,like a desert.The sky was black and abstract formations came from the ground.Kuro knew this place,he knew where he was.He was inside his mind,which meant he wasn't awake.(Perhaps,I am not even alive and this is hell.)He wondered.He lowered his head sadly."Maybe it is best if I just stay here forever.No one can get hurt that way."He thought out loud to himself.He sat down and cried.Soon he heard the creepy demonic voice of his inner self,his inner demon.He tried ignoring it knowing all it would do is torment him for failing.But it was right,he was a failure.He was a monster.He was worthless.