Boom Clap

Chapter five

Chapter five~

•Ashton's POV•

Wait. Why am I her problem? I haven't done anything to her! I've tried to be nice, no not try I've been nice! She's the one who keeps pushing back. I'm not the problem.

"Hold up Ashlyn. What the fuck did I do?"

I was being harsh but honestly what did she expect? She's kinda being a bitch. Yeah, her condition sucks but that doesn't mean she can say whatever she wants and think it's ok, I have feelings to. I stared at Ashlyn waiting for an answer. She just dropped her head avoiding my gaze

"Ashton, I want you to leave now."

"What for?"

She sighed finally meeting eyes.

"I can't begin to explain how I feel right now... How I feel about everything! So please just leave and don't come back!"

"No I'm actually not going to leave until you tell me why I'm such a fuck up? Why I'm so much of a problem? Trust me I've got plenty of time to hear this one babe..."

"You're a problem because I can't like somebody, I can't have friends! I would fuck everything up! That's why ok?!"

"Then stop dragging me into this shit."

She stepped back in shock. I almost took back my words and apologized when I noticed tears building up in her eyes, however I didn't. I was too mad to keep a civil conversation so I gave her one last glare before I walked out slamming the door behind me.

In the car ride home I had my music off so I could focus on calming down. I didn't want to explain this to the guys... "Oh yeah I just had a fight with a girl who has antisocial personality disorder. Why? Because I'm pissed that I care about her and she doesn't give a shit about me." It just didn't sound right. Maybe I should stop caring about her. I should stay out of her life and never talk to her again, I mean that's what she wants. Who am I kidding? I can't too that I feel way to involved now...

I pull up to my or "our" house to see Luke already at the door with Calum on his tippy toes trying to see over the huge boy blocking his vision.

Luke smirked at me "So, how was it?"

I glared and pushed my way through Luke and Calum

"Horrible" I huffed.

"How? Did she go bat shit crazy?" Luke had way too much enthusiasm when asking that.

"Yeah, something like that Luke."

I throw my keys of the coffee table and grab an Xbox controller then head to my arm chair. Call of Duty always seems to calm me down when I'm angry...

"Ash?" Paul yelled from upstairs.

"What?" I screamed back. God, can all of them fuck off.

"Did you pay your share of the electric bill yet?"

"Shit!" I murmur to myself. I stand up and look at Luke sitting on the couch.

"Enjoy yourself." I said as I threw the controller into his lap.

•Ashlyn POV•

I watched as his muscles clenched and he slammed the door.

"GOD DAMN IT!" I screamed.

I just keep fucking shit up! I try to do the right thing and it's just pisses people off more! I slammed my hands against my head and screamed.

~calm down boo~