dudes i really am a whore (just kidding) like I'm out here finessing the whole football team but I can't help that the uniform makes me moist WHOOPS! So basically I have a situation with this boy let's call his cute self ummmmm Dj and his exgirlfriend is Brittany soooo Dj is like 6'0 to like 6'2 (HOMEBOY IS THE EMPIRE STATE BUILDING AND BITCH IM KING KONG) an he is cute ughhhhhh! Sooo umm I'm a very awkward human but I mean we'll just don't know how to communicate without stuttering or talking too fast. People just make nervous and I get too excited.
so bj and Brittany dated for like over a year and almost 2 years but he broke up with her like maybe a month or two ago. So I was talking to this one guy named Kyler and that went with drama so that ended (different story will tell later) and I have a finsta so bj follows it and finally one day a bitch got bold and dmed him then it went to Snapchat and we started a streak! Bj is lowkey nice idk but he's moody. So one day I finally got him to open up to me after a month and we FaceTimed because I was lonely @ 3:30 a.m so I begged him to stay and he reluctantly did ("I'll only stay for booty pics" I didn't end up sending him pics) so we talked and he was falling asleep and he was being so cute and then he fell asleep cuddling a pillow and at that moment I knew it was over. So I texted Kyler and we mutually agreed that it's not the right time. At this point I admit that I like Bj. God I like him and his complicated personality. So we were good until Brittany had sex with 2 guys and lied and told him that she missed him. So then I told him the truth and he got mad and didn't talk to me for a little bit then we were good. So two weeks later he cuts me out for good. He ended our month and half long streak and stopped talking to me just cold turkey. I was so upset i cried and it physically stressed me out. I was exhausted and sleepy and just unmotivated. One of my big things is when people leave and especially when it's unexplained then I get insecure and worry. So my friend convinced me to ask him to prom and I did then i admitted that I liked him and never answered my question and now I'm confused! Soo now I'm sad and stressed because he won't talk to me and it hurts !
still chubby because i like to eat but I'm working on it :/
