UNRAVELED - jinson/jackjin

unraveled

jackson knew jealousy was a sin. he knew it was a bad thing to look at jinyoung wrapped in bambam's arms, laughing away and sit there, increasingly more angry. he knew it wasn't jinyoung's fault, he didn't know how jackson felt. even if he did, jackson doubted he would do anything differently. jacksons affections would never change his actions.

thats why he decided to simply get up from his loveseat and walk away. he unclenched his hands as he thought of jinyoung wrapped in his own arms, his hair brushing against jackson's cheek like it did so with bambam, or jaebum. he craved the sound of jinyoung's laughter, caused by jackson himself. he knew he was too cowardly to go up and admit his feelings for jinyoung to anyone, especially jinyoung himself, so he stuck to watching from afar. he would convince himself he just wanted jinyoung safe and wasn't too bothered if they weren't together, as long as jinyoung was happy, but he knew he was lying.

he wanted more than ever to just grab jinyoung and press him against the wall, simply leaning his head against jacksons shoulders. he would mumble how he loved him and jinyoung would reply in the same manner. then he would grip him tightly and lift him up until jinyoungs legs were around his waist and make sure he knew he was jackson's, jacksons only.

he reached his room, immediately glancing at the picture of he and jinyoung on his bedside table. he closed his eyes, taking a breath.

"jackson?" he spun around at the soft voice, a tear threatening to leave because this was the only voice he wanted to hear, he couldn't have it.

"yes, jinyoung?"

he felt a hand on his waist, pulling him gently until he was facing jinyoung himself. the tear fell and jackson didn't open his eyes, not wanting to see jinyoung's reaction.

"dont worry, seung," he felt a hand on his cheek, pulling his head down. "do not be jealous, my love," jackson was imagining it. he was crazy. how could he be this jealous that he was imaging scenario's? he was sick, surely.

"i-" jinyoung shushed him, his voice closer than before.

"do not be jealous, jackson, you know i am only yours," jackson opened his eyes and cursed. nothing. there was nobody stood there, nobody touching his cheek, nobody confessing to him. "now come and let me know i am yours before somebody else thinks it is right to claim me," he heard jinyoung's voice in the same volume as before and froze in confusion. he was hearing things, now?

maybe...maybe it was his conscience. he always knew he had to tell jinyoung at some point.

he took a last glance at the frame before opening his door and taking himself downstairs. he needed to go to the bathroom but he didn't want to stall before he lost his confidence. he found himself in the kitchen, after asking GOT5 where jinyoung was.

"jin-"

"seun-ah," jinyoung turned to face him, a smile on his face. "are you okay? you rushed off before i could come and sit with you,"

"i have something to confess," he wasn't sure if jinyoung's calm toned helped him or made him more nervous.

"nothing i don't already know, i am sure,"

"i love you, jinyoung,"

"and i you, did we not already establish this? or was i not clear in my jealousy?" jinyoung's tone changed slightly and jackson was confused.

"your jealousy? but it was i who was jealous of you and bambam,"

"i made it clear two night ago how i didn't like your skinship's with mark-hyung," jinyoung stepped closer to jackson and he felt himself shake in an attempt to rid himself of the anxiety. this wasn't the way it should go, right? jinyoung was supposed to laugh and say 'i love you too' in a brotherly way before leaving him alone in the kitchen, or was jackson just that sadistic? "you...are...mine." jinyoung had his hand pressed against jackson's belly now, and he was sure he wasn't imagining it this time.

"i- what? jiny-" he couldn't even speak properly, he could at least act normal.

"how far do i need to go to make that clear jackson, before you finally grow some and make me yours?" their faces were close and jackson could feel his breath against his lips. slowly, his lips grew into a smirk and he placed a hand on jinyoung's head, tangling his fingers with jinyoungs silky locks.

"you were already mine, you just need to act it," he pressed his lips to jinyoung's and felt him relax under his grip. he sighed dramatically into the kiss and deepened it, before pulling away to press his lips under jinyoung's ear. he's right.

jinyoung is his.

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