i've tried over, and over again.
but all my attempts to stop thinking about him did not work.
each time he spoke to me.
or even when he looked at me.
i fell deeper in love with him.
every word he said was music to my ears.
his words were so sweet that i wanted to listen to them on a continuous loop.
we were friends but i wanted more.
i would always cross my fingers and hope that our feelings for each other would be mutual.
