Realization - AvNeil OS

Realization

The scene starts after Mithali says to Avni that Neil has proposed her
After mitali left Avni was on the verge of breaking down but she did not showed that to anyone she went inside her room and locked it she started crying vigorously she was quarrelling between her mind and heart her heart was saying her to go to Neil but her mind was replaying Dayawanti's and vidyut's word was ringing in her head
Avni: mein khud chati thi ki Neil move on kar jaye apni zindagi mein par aaj mitali ki Baat sunke mujhe bura kyun lag rahi hai nahi...... Nahi...... Avni tum kya soch rahi ho NEIL ko tum chod kar gayi thi das saal Pehle aur ab wo tumse Nafrat karta hai na... Hi.......
Sunheri was searching for Avni from past one hour but she was no where she thought to wait and see but soon it became dark and Avni was no where her phone was also in the house mowgli and other children were asking for Avni and that's when the door bell rang Sunheri thought that it was Avni and she opened the door. She spoke without looking at the door
Sunheri : Avni kahan gayi thi tum tumhe pata hai mein kitna pare.... She stopped as she saw that who came was not Avni but Neil
Neil : Sunheri ye tum kya keh rahi? ho Avni kahan hai?
Sunheri :wo kya hai na Neil Avni subeh se gayab hai pata nahi kaha chali gayi hai Sunheri told worried
Neil:wo subah se gayab hai aur tum mujhe ab bata rahi ho mein usse dhoond ne ja raha hoon
Neil ran to his car and started searching Avni first he went to Ayesha maa's grave Avni was not there but what he saw there stopped his heart beat for a moment there were blood on the grave and on ground his heart started racing fast many questions like Avni theek tho hogi na?..... Wo khatre mein tho nahin hai?..... Many questions started flooding in his mind he quickly took his car and went in search of Avni that's when he saw a figure walking in the middle of the road he got out of the car and went towards the girl and turned her around what he saw shook him to the core Avni.... Was standing there totally broken her eyes were red and swollen due to crying her head was bleeding and she was having a broken glass in a tight fist and blood was dripping from her hand her kohl was smudge nose was red cheeks were having stains of tears her lips were dried
Neil: Avni ye kya hai? Tumne sharab peeya hai kya?
Avni : sharab nahin tho she smiled sarcastically
Neil: tumne ne itna sharab kyun pee kar raka hai? Pagal ho kya?
Avni : meine sharab tumse Baat karne ke liye piya hai
Neil: tume kya Baat karni hai?
Avni : mujhe tume badai deni hai tumhare shaadi ke liye
Neil saw her, as she told this fresh tears started flowing from her eyes
Avni: Neil mera dimaag keh raha hai ki ye shaadi se tum bahot khush hoge par yeh dil........ Pata nahin kyun bohot dard hota hai..... Tumhe kisi aur ke sath dekhne mein...... Isliye main ne sharab piya tha thaki yeh dard nikaal sakoon
Neil: tumne hi tho kaha tha mujhe move on karne ke liye ab kya hua he asked sarcastically
Avni smiled brokenly
Avni: haan kaha tha par dimaag se kyunki mere dil Mein Sirf tum the.... Tum ho....... Aur hamesha tum hi raho ge........ Mujhe pata hai ab tumhare zindagi mein aur tumhare dil Mein mera koyi jagah nahin hai but mera dil hamesha tumhare liye hi dhadakta hai
Neil held her shoulder tightly and asked with anger
Neil: agar tumhare dil mere liye dhadakta hai tho mujhe chhodkar kyun chali gayi thi Dus saal Pehle...... Tumhe pata hai tumne prove kardiya ki tum Ashish Mehta ki beti ho jaise unhone Ayesha ma aur Neela ma se kiya hua vaade nibha nahin paaye aur peet dikhakar chale gaye vaise tumne apne Saari vaade thodkar peet dikhakar chali gayi
When Neil said that she was like Ashish Avni become angry and pushed him back with all her force and said
Avni: mein Ashish mehta Nahin hoon........ Mein tumhe tumhe aur humari family ko bachane ke liye door gayi thi
Neil: Neil again held her and said
Neil: Sirf baag jana raasta nahin tha tum mujhse discuss bhi kar sakti thi par nahin tumhe tho Sirf apni manmaani karni hai
Avni pushed Neil
Avni: tumne kiya tha kya discuss haan mujhe jail mein daalne se Pehle Baat kiya tha kya tumne.........
Neil : meine tumhe Vidyut se bachane ke liye jail mein dala tha
Avni clapped her hands: wah....... NEIL KHANNA. ......... Wah agar tum mujhe bachane ke liye mujhe jail mein daal sakte tho mein tumhe bachane ke liye tumhe chod kyun nahi sakti............ Agar tum karo to sahi par main karoon toh galat
Neil was shocked to see her like that
Avni: vidyut ne tumhe do options diya tha ek mujhe arrest kardo ya phir mujhe uske Paas chod do tumne mujhe bachane ke liye mujhe dard diya aur khud dard saha tum mere nafrat bardash kar sakte ho par mujhe kuch ho wo nahi...............wahi meine kiya jaise vidyut ne tumhe do options diya tha mujhe bhi do options diya tha ek mein usse shaadi karloon ya phir apne family ko kho doon mein dono nahin kar sakti thi........ Uss samaye meine apne Neela ma ko khoya tha mein tumhe yaa humari family ko kho nahin sakti thi isliye mujhe tumse aur humare family se door bhagna better laga...........
Neil: par tumne mujhe dus saal tadpaaya mujhe dard diya uska kya
Avni : Neil tumhe kya lagta hai tumse door rehkar mein kush thi ek ek minute tadpi hoon har Raat royi hoon tumhe tadapta dekh kar mein har pal tadpi hoon......... Tumhe tho lag raha tha ki mein mar gayi hoon par main tumhe tadapta dekh kar bhi tumhare Paas nahin aa sakti thi......... Har pal marti hoon tumhe bachane ke liye apna saari khushi chod diya.......... Mein tumse aaj bhi utna hi Pyaar karti hoon........ I LOVE YOU saying this she fainted and Neil catched her and he picked her up and took her to the car and and thought about what Avni told him and he realized her pain he did not see from Avni's point of view he was only thinking about himself and Avni's life but now he thought from Avni's side and took a decision to end it once and started the car
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I was stressed because of the off air news so to reduce my stress I wrote it
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