Don't give up | A Taekook FF (Yandere)

Chapter One: I Give Up. (Trigger Warning)

*Taehyung POV*

For a few weeks now Jungkook has been acting different, he has been very distant and I'm scared that I might have done something. When I come to think of it, I don't remember anything that would of made him distant. Right now he is in the shower, I was minding my own business until suddenly Jungkook's phone goes off. So I went to check it for him since he was in the shower and what I saw broke my heart into millions of pieces within 0.5 seconds. I double check to make sure I saw right. It said "Hey Babe! Last night was amazing, I love you. Btw I feel really bad for doing this behind Taehyung's back but it was worth it!" Last night! When we were meant to spend the night together and he said he couldn't because he was busy. Am I dreaming? I pinch my arm. I am definitely awake. Why would he do this? Why would he cheat? Who is he cheating on me with? Who is better than what I was to him?

Who was it from? The thing I wanted to know most, I dig deeper. I took one glimpse at the name above the message and my heart sunk, I felt so betrayed. Betrayed that my own boyfriend would cheat on me with my best friend. Jimin. That damn name. How much it angered me, how much it hurt. Am I not good enough for him is that it? Why does it seem like recently everyone is drifting away from me. The two people I trusted most betrayed me. It hurts so much.

I put Jungkook's phone down. I realise that he was getting out of the shower. I couldn't face him, not after what I found out. Before JK got out I rushed over to the door and left the bedroom. I needed to be anywhere but there. I was dragging myself down the stairs, tears start to well up in the corners of my eyes, more and more tears. I just couldn't believe JK would do this to me. What I found out suddenly sunk in and rivers of tears ran down my face. As I was staggering round the corner, I hear laughing coming from the kitchen. I see Namjoon and Yoongi sat talking. I quickly turned to dash for the front door before they noticed me crying but it was too late. Namjoon shouted my name, "Taehyung! Where are you off too?" straight after Yoongi jumps in "Are you okay? Why are you crying?" I turned around facing them both, I wiped my tears. I barely get my words out "oh it is nothing! I am just going for a walk." I quickly turned and started walking towards the front door. They looked concerned and quickly ran over to stop me from leaving. "Wait! Taehyung just stop!" Namjoon shouted. I just started sobbing, more and more taers rolling down my cheeks.

"What has happened Taehyung?" Namjoon asked worryingly. I just shrugged. "It's nothing. I am fine. I just was reading a really heart breaking letter a fan sent me and it sent my emotions everywhere. " I say trying to convince Namjoon and Yoongi. I didn't want to tell them. I couldn't face it, why would my own best friend and boyfriend do that to me.

"Okay, are you sure that's it? I have never seen you cry this much over a fan's letter before." Yoongi says, it was really clear that I was lying I just wanted to be left alone. I don't want to talk to anyone.

Before I could reply J-Hope and Jimin walk in. "We heard shouting, we wanted to see if everything is okay!" J-hope murmured. I just couldn't keep it together, especially with him in the room. Jimin. How much I hate that name now. More tears stream down my face. "Wait are you okay Taehyung?" Jimin asks concerned. I ignore him. I get up, all eyes were on me. They all looked so confused and worried as I walked past them but I just cannot be in the same room as Jimin. I go to my room so I can be alone. I open my bedroom door and rush in locking the door behind me. Usually I would be in JK's room but it is different now.

I feel so worthless, no one cares about me. The word 'worthless' kept circling my mind. How sad, I was sat lying against the wall crying. Crying over them. I just don't see the point in life. JK was the only thing keeping me happy and then he does this. I can't stand it. I grab my phone and pulled up JK's number. I realise what I would need to do to end the pain once and for all. I start typing a message for JK.

"Jungkook, sorry I wasn't good enough for you. I'm sorry that I disappointed you and you lost interest in me. I just can't deal with this all anymore. I'm sorry, Goodbye my kookie."

I took one look at the message and sent it without hesitation. I got up still in tears and walked to the bathroom. I know what I needed to do. I decide to get the box of razors from the cupboard. I get a blade from the box and place it one the side of the bath tub. I start running the water.

I walk over to the mirror. I look at myself and hate what I see. I really needed to do this. I need the pain to go. I walk to the bathtub and get in with all my clothes still on. I pick the razor up and hold it to my wrist, just before I was about to do it, I hear banging at my door. It was JK and the others. I don't have long left. I cut my wrist along the vein on both arms. I did it. Blood everywhere. I start feeling lightheaded. I hear the door open and just before I closed my eyes. I saw JK and Jimin, completely shocked at what they were seeing, I see JK running straight over to me, shouting all sorts. "TAEHYUNG! Oh my god! Why would you do this?" I close my eyes. I felt JK lifting me out of the bathtub and onto the floor. He shouts "Taehyung! Please stay with me! Please don't leave me." My eyes open for what I thought would be the last time. I see JK, Jimin and Hoseok looking at me. JK and Jimin were crying and Hoseok was in shock. I close my eyes. The last thing I hear is JK shouting at the others to call 911 and all of them shouting at each other trying figure out what to do. After that I don't remember anything. Did I actually succeed?

*REWIND* (JK POV, He got out of the shower, after Taehyung left)

I walk out of the bathroom and notice straight away that Taehyung wasn't here. Where did he go? I walk over to my wardrobe and get changed, I hear my phone go off. I rush over to it.

*2 MISSED MESSAGES FROM JIMIN<3*

I open my messages and see the cute message that Jimin sent me. Last night was great! What he sent after that left me speechless:

"Kookie something is up with Taehyung! I was watching a movie with J-Hope and then we both heard Namjoon and Yoongi shouting. We went to see what was up. The main thing that was brought to my attention is that Taehyung was full on crying. I asked him if he was okay and he ignored me and walked off. Do you think he might know about us two?"

I reply with: "I doubt he knows but tbh something has been up with him for weeks. I don't know. Just leave it, I'm sure he is fine"

I shut my phone off and start playing Overwatch, but I am left distracted from this whole Tae situation.

1 hour goes by and then my phone suddenly goes off. I rush over to where I put it. It was a message from Taehyung. What I read broke my heart, He definitely knew about Jimin. I realise what he is gonna try and do. I speed downstairs. Yoongi straight away notices me. Seeing how uneasy I looked.

"Jungkook? What's up?" Yoongi asked. I look at him with seriousness on my face. Tears start welling up. "I am scared because Tae sent me this message. I'm scared that he is gonna do something stupid."

Namjoon, Seokjin, Hoseok, Yoongi and Jimin crowd around my phone to see the message. They all look worried and scared.

Suddenly Namjoon shouted, "GUYS! Why are we just standing here!? We need to go and find him!"

I quickly reply "He is probably in his room, If his door is locked then he is definitely trying to kill himself. He never locks the door."

We all run so fast to Taehyung's room. I arrive first. I try opening the door. It was locked.

"IT'S LOCKED!" I shout. I start banging on the door, trying to force it open. Jimin starts to help me. After 2 minuets we managed to get in. I rush straight to the bathroom because I heard the water running. I open the door and what I saw broke my heart even more. I felt guilty.

"GUYS CALL 911 NOW!!" I shout at the top of my voice. Taehyung looks as if he is about to die "TAEHYUNG! Why have you done this!?" I bellowed, crying. I pick him up out of the bathtub. I place him on the floor. "TAE! Stay with me! Don't leave me!" I cry.

About 5 minuets later the Ambulance arrive, they take Taehyung to hospital. Seokjin and Hoseok went with the ambulance.

The rest of us just sat in the kitchen, waiting for Seokjin to call us with an update. I keep to myself, I'm covered in blood. His blood. I did this. He found out, it's all my fault.

(TO BE CONTINUED)