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Who am I?

Do you ever feel like you preferred being someone else?

Well...
That was me 4 months ago... You see,  being 14 is really hard. It's the year when you start realizing who you are as a person and who you want to be when you grow up.You start realizing things that you didn't care of some months ago and you slowly  face reality.
Since when I am able to remember myself,  I have always been that girl with braces, that is really fat and ugly,   that wears really ugly old styled clothes,  has a lot of acne on her face,  doesn't care about how she looks and always focuses on studying. Oh didn't I tell you that it was like I lived under a rock? Well,  everyone in my school had cellphones except me... I didn't really care since the only thing that fascinate me was music and my record player was doing a pretty good job.And I only had one best friend Tiffany,  but she moved out of country in the middle of the school year... And I didn't have friends... To be honest,  who would really want to be friends with the ugliest girl in the school?

Well it all changed once summer break started... So let me tell you what exactly happened... Puberty hit me harder than a bus. I am not kidding... Suddenly,  I got thinner, my acne was gone,  my hair got less curly and it's kinda wavy than really curly now oh and I got my braces off. I know that it all sounds weird but my sister told me that things like that happen to kids when they are  going through puberty and stuff. She said that people change a lot when they are in this age and yes... I am now 15... My birthday is on the 17th of May...

Anyways,  my sister Amy,  who's 3 years older than me,  told me that I had to change a little bit. Not for the others but for me.  She said that since my body had changed and I have grown bigger,  I should dress in clothes teens wear these days and she said that I should start using makeup,doing my hair a lot of different hairstyles and I should get in style.  So I gave in and I listened to her because why not? For my birthday she got me a phone. At first I wouldn't use it but now I am really into it. So my sister and I went on a shopping spree. I basically upgraded my whole wardrobe... I haven't bought so many clothes at once. I got myself a lot of makeup products and after a lot of practicing I have become a pro at this. I also got a flat and a curling iron and I am really into that as well. I also changed my room it became more  feminine  than what it used to be. So to add it all up,  I changed and I became normal  I guess... No not normal I became more me  than what I used to be. This summer I found my love about sports. I really like soccer and kick boxing. I don't know why I didn't use to do that when I was younger, maybe because I used to be my parents' toy and I would always obey.

But things changed

I stood up for myself and I said what I was holding inside me all these years. I guess they listened to me and I got  lot more independent than what I used to be.

  I know who I want to be from now on... I want to be  me...  I want to be  Emma Rose Jacksons