Babybreaths

Part 7

I was surprised. My eyes widned and teared up. I hugged him tightly and started crying. "I'd love too" I sobbed. He hugged me back, he seemed surprised as well. I loved Saiyaku so much. Maybe this is what we need to feel better together. I cried for a long while and i'm pretty sure I heard him sniff a little too.

We where out for a long while. I've never felt more in love. I held him close to me as we walked. We bought Margaret some flowers before going home. We got inside and I lifted him up in my arms. Kissing all over his face. My depressed little boy was having a sunny day. I felt so happy. He went and made us some coffee while I fixed the bed and let in some air and sunshine. When the coffee was done we sat down at the balcony. I could barely speak. I had been so bad and so horrible but now it felt as if everything had turned the oposite way. We smiled at each other, listening to soft tunes on the radio. "wanna go take a warm bath together?" He asked with his wonderfully soft voice that melted my heart no matter what he said. I said yes and we later did. We used a pink bath bomb that smelt like roses. Aki had found it inside several from his old boxes after he had moved in. We laid there, kissing and just loving each other through past pains. I had him sit in my lap, my arms around his waist, holding him close. We ended up making love. Him riding me softly. My big one in his small tight body made my toes curl. He was so sweet. I wanted to grow old with him.

A month passed, maybe two. The videos and the account, I had deleted them, hopeing bad days would be over and that he'll never find out.

We sighed papers and got ourselves rings. I knew things will never be the same, but this would be my new start, my chance to start feeling alright again. A new life, a new happy family.