Really I Don't Know (BAEKYEOL)
Prologue
Chanyeol punch the wall yet he didn't felt any pain. His heart is being break into pieces because of the man he loves. Yes it's true. Physical pain is nothing compared to emotional pain.
"Baekhyun why? I thought you love me?"
He can't stop the tears streaming down his face. Baekhyun's gaze fell down to the floor. He can't stand to see Chanyeol, the happy virus, crying because of him. He don't want to see what pain he had cause.
"C-chanyeol. P-please believe me. P-please let me explain."
Chanyeol smiled bitterly. How can he let Baekhyun explain when he already know the goddamn truth?
"Guys. Baekyeol is sinking! Is it true?! Or a rumor?!"
They heard someone shouted not far away from them. They wanted it to be a rumor. They wanted it to be a nightmare. Yet the truth hurts. The truth is Baekyeol's sinking and they can't do anything. They don't want to do anything.
"I-I did this for you. Please! Let me explain first. You know that I will never do that without a good reason, right? I love you so much that it pains me to see you hurting."
Chanyeol laughed bitterly. How can Baekhyun have the guts to hurt him? Not once in his life he never did imagined hurting Baekhyun. He never want to see Baekhyun crying and being in pain. Yet Baekhyun did that to him.
"You are selfish!"
Baekhyun flinched. Chanyeol never shouted at him. He is always calm. He tries to stay calm. Yet he shouted at him for the first time.
"I-I'm selfless!"
Baekhyun remembered why he did this. He did this for Chanyeol. When will he listen? When will he let him explain? Baekhyun is in deep pain too. Can't he see or feel that?
"You're selfless? Then why hurt me?! WHO THE FUCK IS TAEYEON HUH BAEK?! I-if I didn't overhear your conversation with CEO hyung then I will not learn that you'll tell the fans that you are four months dating. Baek. You are dating her for four months?! So what am I?! You're fling huh?! Fuck you."
Baekhyun look at Chanyeol. He's crying. He's hurting. And it's all because of him. He wants to hug him. He wants to tell him how much he loves him. But he can't.
"I-I'm sorry. Y-you didn't actually here our conversation. It's not like that Chanyeol. Taeyeon noona and me are not dating. L-let me explain."
Chanyeol fisted his hands. Baekhyun's lying to him again. How can he tell him that their CEO hyung is lying? So they are not dating but they want to tell the fans that they are? Fuck. That's a stupid reason.
"So you are going to lie to the fans? Hahaha. Baekhyun I am not that stupid! Fuck you. Just tell me the fucking truth. That you're really dating your Taeyeon noona for four months. While me? You blinded me with your false love within that four months."
Baekhyun doesn't know what to say. Chanyeol doesn't believe him. Chanyeol hates him. Chanyeol thought that his love for him is fake. And that will never be true. He loves Chanyeol more than anything.
"I-I love you. I really do."
Chanyeol felt that it's true. But he was blinded with anger. He doesn't want to believe that.
"I really don't know that you love me." Chanyeol said sarcastically. "Baekhyun. My world is crashing. My heart is breaking. I am hurting. And I am crying. And now I really don't know if you really did love me." Chanyeol left and he didn't see the tears that finally falls down at Baekhyun's face.
Really I don't know.
That word echoed in Baekhyun's head.
AUTHOR:
Here is a BAEKYEOL Story/Fanfiction for you guys :)) I'll update the first chapter soon. Please support me. TT^TT My first story <//3 And BAEKYEOL is my OTP TT^TT Love you guys <3
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Really I Don't Know (BAEKYEOL)
Fiksi Penggemar"I-I love you" "Really I don't know if you did love me" Believe what you feel. Not what you see.