lonely flower

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[stuff happened on friday, but i just didn't make a chapter about it because it wasn't long enough. but now i have stuff for today too, so.]
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| friday |

today ms thomas said we had a free day, so i got up and went inside the snack cart. literally, after being in there for like ten seconds, ms thomas walked in and was like,

"let me take a picture of the snacks, so i can send it to ms parker."

and i already had my back to her anyways, but i swear to you, when i turned around her butt was like backed up right in front of me.

i was like ohhh shiii 😭‼️

she had all that space and yet she chose to back way up.

she be doing that crap on p u r p o s e. i swear. 😒😩

i kept my back to her until she left because like, i didn't know what else to do. 😂

anyways.
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| TODAY |

today when i walked in, she was at the computer talking to this girl, so i put my stuff down and went to my seat.

this other girl asked her what we were doing today and ms thomas was like,

"wait and i'll tell the whole class."

she was like,

"sorry i just hate that question."

i was like wth. 😭

and then she told us we were going to be singing today and that she would have the other music ready by tomorrow.

and then she started playing the piano and we did our warm ups and she told us to do our hand motions and i actually did like okay meeee 🤪💕

and she was just watching me and then she told us to get our music and i got up and Meme told me to get her one and i was like, "no." and she gave me a face and i was like, "i'm jk." and we laughed and i got the music and she told us to get out the new one for today.

and we were singing it and going over it and she was at the piano and then later ms parker came in and she asked if she would play it through and she said yes.

and then she started directing us — but i didn't know wtf i was singing — and she got like rEALLy close to me and started singing our part like omg.

she was right by me and her voice was all in my ear. 😭‼️

she stayed there the whole song and i was about to die.

i kept moving in my place.

i just can't even.

and then after we went over the whole song, she told us to go to a certain page and she went over just our part and then she moved over to where she was like right across from me.

i was like lord 😭😂‼️

and then we kept stopping and ms parker would say funny stuff and i would laugh and ms thomas would look like she wanted me to laugh at the stuff she said too.

like, she would watch me laugh. 😭💕

and then she told us to sing something and we got it right and she was like,

"y'all are my babies! y'all got it right." and ms parker made a face and we started laughing. 😂😂

it was so funny.

and one time when we were going over the song, i guess ms thomas messed up a word because this girl had her stop the whole thing just to make a point that she messed up. 😒

and i was like, "she's so stupid." and i guess ms thomas thought i was talking about her 😭 because after i said that, she was like,

"just ignore me if i mess up, okay y'all?"

and she was just staring at me and then something was funny and i laughed and she laughed too.

i think she thought i thought she was stupid and she got all upset.

GURL i was like aww bish. 🤧

and then she told us to do it again and this girl moved towards the front so she could hear ms thomas and she moved towards us again and i was like 😭‼️

and then she was counting us off and ms parker said something funny and i laughed and when ms thomas was counting off, she laughed too. and i was like awww. 😩💕
i was like we together lmao.

it was so cute.

anyways.

and then one time when we were singing the ending, ms parker was saying how she didn't like how fast it was and she did this face and said it was like people were hyped up on coffee and it was so funny like me and Meme died laughing. 😭😭😂😂😂

and ms thomas was looking at me like she wanted me to laugh at something she said like that.

like idk how to explain it.

it just be the way she be looking. it's like, "i want you to laugh that hard at the stuff i say" look.

i'm saying. 😭

i just can't get over the fact that she stood so close to me the whole time we were singing. 😪

and the split second that she would walk over to the other groups, she wouldn't act the same like when she would be over by me.

i was like 😏😏😏💍 WIFEY ON THE LOW YALL.

lmao okay.
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bye felicia. 🤙🏽