Chapter 36
They day I dreaded most for the last months came way to soon. I know it's selfish of me to not wanting him to leave but I can't help it. I need him. I know he won't be gone for long and that he isn't going to the other end of the world but I'll still miss him. He even asked me to join them but I'm starting college int two days so I couldn't even if I wanted to. I'm pretty happy that I'm going to college though. Maybe I won't think about him that much and won't feel so sad, it could be a great distraction.
"Penny for your thoughts?" George asked and I smiled weakly. We were currently laying on the couch in each others arms, juts enjoying each others presence. A great way to spend our last day together, I think. "I'm going to miss you." I said and he squeezed my side. "I'm going to miss you too. So much. It hurts so much thinking about leaving you tomorrow morning. I don't know how I will handle those two months but I promise I'll call every day and I know that's what I promised you last time when I was leaving for judges house but you have to believe that that won't happen again. I almost lost you then and I'm not planning on letting that happen again I swear. Just the thought of loosing you it just-" His voice cracked and tears were welling up in his eyes. "Hey, hey, hey... I trust you okay? You won't loose me, I love you too much to ever let you go. No matter what you do and how stupid you are, no matter how much you hurt me, I will always love you and I will always come back." I smiled and pecked his lips. I was about to pull away but it seemed like George had other plans when he lifted me up and pulled me on his lap so I was straddling him.
Our lips moved in perfect sync, his hands on my waist while mine where around his neck, playing with his hair. He licked my bottom lips asking for entrance which I gladly allowed. What started as a simple kiss soon turned out in a whole make out session. He pulled his t-shirt of and I couldn't help but stare at his defined torso. God he was hot. He quickly pulled my shirt of too before reattaching our lips. We continued doing this for a while until George pulled away.
"So what do you want to do today?" He asked and I shrugged. "It doesn't matter as long as I'm with you." I replied and he smiled. "I have an idea! For our last evening we invite everyone, all our friends and family to come her and enjoy a lovely dinner together. You'll have to cook though." He was so happy with his idea that I just couldn't say no.
"Alright so I'll go call everyone and you'll start preparing dinner?" He asked and I nodded. I went into the kitchen and thought about what I was going to make. Since we were with a lot of people I decided to keep it easy and quick and went for spaghetti.
George came into the kitchen a while later and told me that everyone was coming except Elin and Dylan because apparently they were busy. I still don't understand why Elin is mad at me but I decided to just give her some time and maybe try to talk with her later this week.
The evening came soon enough and we were all gathered around the dining table. After everyone giving a tour through the penthouse we decided to just start dinner since we couldn't make it late because the boys had to leave early tomorrow.
"I'm guessing you cooked Jazmyn?" Toni, George's mom, asked and giggled and nodded. They all made a small chat during dinner but my mind was somewhere else. This just didn't feel right without Elin.
After dinner we all talked for a little while until Josh, JJ and Jaymi said they were leaving since it was already getting late. The rest soon followed and George and I finally went to bed. No matter how tired I was I still didn't want to go to sleep because then time would go faster and it would be morning way too soon. And I couldn't sleep even if I wanted to, my thoughts kept me awake so instead I watched my boyfriend all night. Creepy, I know right but I wanted to cherish this moment.
I decided to get out of bed at 5 A.M. and took a long shower. After that I put on a skinny jeans and one of George's sweaters and went into the kitchen to make my boyfriend breakfast for the last time. I decided to make it big and made pancakes, waffles, eggs, a lot of fruit and orange juice and of course for George, and also for me I am not going to deny it, coffee.
"This smells good!" George said and I smiled. "Well let's hope it tastes good too right? Are your bags packed?" I asked and he nodded. "I left some shirts and sweaters here since you like to wear them." He smirked and I giggled. "Hey they're comfy! Now eat." He chuckled but obeyed. "Aren't you going to eat with me? This is a lot of food for only one person." He asked and I shrugged. "I'm not really hungry. I'm just going to stick to coffee thank you." He furrowed his eyebrows and shook his head. "Come on Jazz, you have to eat something." He replied but before I could answer, I ran of to the bathroom and threw up. Seconds later, George appeared behind me and held my hair while rubbing my back.
"Are you okay?" George asked once I was cleaned up. "Yeah, I just haven't slept all night. It's okay." I replied but he looked hesitant. "I don't want to leave you. Can't I just cancel the to-" He started to say. "No. You're not going to cancel the tour. I'm just tired so when you leave I'm going to sleep and I'll call you once I wake up alright? Go get your bags, the boys will be here any minute." He kissed my forehead before disappearing in our bedroom.
He came back a few moments later with his luggage and I was surprised that it fitted in in one bag. "Are you sure you've got everything?" I asked warily and he nodded. He was just about to sit down next to me on the couch when we heard a knock on the door.
"George are you ready?" Josh screamed and George looked at me with sad eyes. I hated the fact that I was the reason he wasn't excited for this tour. "Yeah go wait in the car, I'll be there in a minute." He replied and they mumbled an okay and left.
"I'm going to miss you." He mumbled in my ear and I smiled. "I'm going to miss you too, so much but I don't want this to be one of those sad goodbyes okay? I fact this isn't even a goodbye. We'll call everyday okay? And you don't have to worry about me. I'm a big girl and I will be fine, the only thing you have to worry about is having fun. Now go, they are waiting for you and I don't want to be the reason that you are late." He smiled and gave me one last hug before leaving.
Not even a second later he was back and immediately smashed his lips against mine and I kissed him back with just as much force. "I knew I forgot something." He chuckled and I pecked his lips again. "I love you." He mumbled and pecked my lips on last time before turning away again. Oh how I was going to miss the feeling of his lips on mine, our bodies pressed together.
"Oh and George?" I said before he had left.
"I love you too."
A/N
I know it's crap but I had no inspiration what so ever. This story definitely needs to be rewritten. How can someone even read this it's so bad. I honestly love you if you read our story (even though I don't understand why) and I'm sorry that this chapter is rushed and awful and eugh. It's just because I want this story to be over with and give you guys more updates and yeah I'm sorry.
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