First step towards you

Go back to the drawing board

~ Kaithlyn's past ~

"Let's go mommy, daddy! Fast! Fast!" I shouted with excitement as I put in my seatbelt.
"Ok honey. Wait.. where is your bag?"
"Here!"
"Tie?"
"Here.."
"Books?"
"Inside my bag mom.. come on.. fast!!"
I exclaimed cheerfully.
Well, my mom was a little over-checking sometimes..

I was just a normal 6 years old kid with two pigtails on my head, that was starting my first day at school.

It was a cold rainy morning that day, the rain was pouring cats and dogs!
The window of the car was full of tiny rain drops and it was dewy.

My favourite thing to do inside the car when it was raining was..
I breathed on the window, and quickly, before the fog faded, I wrote my name plus a smile in the end.

"Mommy! Look! My name is on the window!" I shouted to my mom that sat on the front seat, as I flapping my hands to the window so my name would not disappear.

My mom didn't answer.
"Mom?" I asked curiously.
I stared at her, and she stared at something but I didn't know what.
"Mom?" I touched her shoulder.

"LOOK OUT!!" Mom suddenly shouted as she covered her face with her hands.
Then, the crash happened.
I already knew that was a terrible crash before I fell unconcious, because daddy usually drove in a high speed down the road.

I was right.
It was a terrible crash.
Very.

"Mom? Dad?" I murmured with sadness.
I looked around, but I couldn't stand up.
Something made my legs hurts like hell.

I glanced at my leg.
It covered with blood, scratch, and holes, but mostly blood oozing out of my legs.
The window broke into smaller pieces, and it was piercing my legs.
It's not 1 or 2, but
Thousands of shreds glass.

I still looked around.
The chairs, the rearview mirror, the radio, everything was upside down.
No, it isn't right.
The car is upside down.

Slowly, there is a flaming fire beside me.
I want to cry for help, but I can't.
I'm not strong enough to shout, it's just.. my energy suddenly turned into zero.

I just lying there.
Do nothing.
Only crying.

Thank God, a brave man got me out of this torment, I think he's a furefighter, I could see his blazing orang suit with yellow hat.
I whispered to him, "Mom..dad.."
"Sorry?" He answered.
"Mom..dad.."
His face suddenly turned shock, all his eyebrows face down.
He quickly shouted, "Another people is in the c-"

It was too late.
The car exploded.
From a metallic silver shiny iron, turned into lumps of fire, smoke, and ashes.
I just faint out.
I cannot believe what I saw.
My mom and dad were flying to heaven.

All of my memories are going with them.
Like the fog with my name faded away.

My life has to go back to the drawing board.