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Scarlet Iris Rose

"IRISSSSSS" I hear my mother yell my name as she enters my bedroom and I slip my last shoe on. I'm wearing a blank tank top, gray zombie sweatpants that are tight at the bottom and baggy up top, and a pit of sandals. My toes and fingernails are black and my hair is in a bun and I have mascara on, that's it. I smile and think of today.

I had graduated yesterday and now she's been freacking out following me everywhere. She really doesn't wanna lose me, but I don't wanna be here longer than I have to! I love my mom, yes, but I was adopted by her. She isn't my real mom... but I still love her! I smile at her as she enters and she sits beside me on the floor due to everything being packed in the moving van. "Well are you excited?" I nod my head yes as she cups my cheek and causes me to look at her, "I'm gonna miss you." I mouth back, "gonna miss ya too!" I don't talk much, haven't since I was separated from my biological parents. I don't know them, or what happened? I just know we were separated and I was brought to foster care and now here i guess? So now that I'm graduated, I wanna go home.

I look down and she laughs and helps me stand up. I grab the rest of my box's and my bag and head to the moving van to go back to the one thing I know I'm certain of.... My birth place, Ireland 🇮🇪! It's 3 am in the morning as we head to the air port and the moving van takes the road. "I'll come visit and you will too yea?" She asks and I nod as we pull into the airport. She helps me grab my the one thing I decided to bring with me for the plane ride.... My blanket! I like my blood blanket, it looks like a zombie scene or something, it's white with blood splatters on it and hand prints and crap. I smile as I grab it from her and grab my side bag that has my drawing utensils, phone, iPod, tablet, computer, sketch book, headphones, chargers, car keys, and everything else I really need. I smile as I give her hug no wanting to let go. She starts to cry and I hug her closer and kiss her forehead. I'm taller than her, I'm actually quite tall for a woman's height so?! I smile and she does too. 'I'll text you,' I mouth to her as I enter the airplane I'll be taking to Ireland now. "I LOVE YOU!!!" She Yells to me and I hold up my hands for a heart shape. I then head to the first class seat mom bought me because she knows I don't like ppl and there's never really anyone in first class. I sit down in the back and put my blanket on, I grab my sketchbook and pencils along with my headphones and iPod. I turn on "coming undone" by Korn and start to draw away as I cuddle into my blanket comfortably.