Screaming at the top of my lungs til my chest felt tight

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Wrapped around your finger- 5 Seconds of Summer

"Luke! I have had enough." I scream at him. "And I haven't all we do is fight now!" He yells back. "I can't take this anymore seriously." I whisper and look at the ground with tears streaming down my face. "wh-what Stace" Luke says coming closer to me "No Luke! I can't take this anymore it happens everyday now" I say looking at him. "please stacey we can make this work please we are just going through a rough patch!" Luke says starting to get loud again. "I can't lose you again please Stace! " he yells getting extremely upset. "Luke it's never going to get better. Look at us trying to save this! It's obvious we shouldn't be together everything bad happens to us cant you take the signs!" I say to him. "We can show everyone how strong we really are stace! Please just stay with me I don't need anyone else besides you!"

"Luke!" I yell across the tour bus. "What! I'm fucking busy" He shouts back rudely.  "Fine don't worry you're too grumpy already" I scream back. For the past days he has been ignoring me and we haven't stopped fighting I'm sick of it. Luke comes out to the front of the tour bus but I have had enough so I just turn away and walk of the bus. "Stace! Please just come back here." Luke groans and follows me "It doesn't seem like you really care about "us" anymore Luke!" I say using quote marks when I as us. "What are you talking about of course I do!" Luke says staring at me trying to come closer but I refuse and step away "Oh yeah you really do hey? Every time we talk you moan and groan and ignore me! Luke we are falling apart!" I yell at him. "No we aren't stace! Please come on we can work it out." Luke says walking closer and hugs me. I let out a sigh and hug him back. "I'm sorry Stace." Luke says and I just nod hugging him back. If this cycle continues I don't know what I will do. it contained and I just sat there letting it.

Luke and I decided to write a song together. After a few days of working on it we finally finished and showed the boys

Luke starts of singing:
And hey darling, I hope you're good tonight. 
And I know you don't feel right when I'm leaving. 
Yeah, I want it but no, I don't need it.
 Tell me something sweet to get me by,
 'Cause I can't come back home till they're singing
La, la la la, la la la, 
Till everyone is singing
If you can wait till I get home, 
Then I swear to you that we can make this last.
 (La la la) If you can wait till I get home, 
Then I swear come tomorrow, this will all be in our past. 
Well it might be for the best.

I sing:
And hey sweetie,
 Well I need you here tonight,
 And I know that you don't wanna be leaving me
Yeah, you want it,
but I can't help it. 
I just feel complete when you're by my side, 
But I know you can't come home till they're singing
We both sing:
La, la la la, la la la, Till everyone is singing.
 La, la la la, la la la.
If you can wait till I get home, 
Then I swear to you that we can make this last. (La la la) 
If you can wait till I get home,
 Then I swear come tomorrow,
this will all be in our past. 
Well it might be for the best.
You know you can't give me what I need. 
And even though you mean so much to me, 
I can't wait through everything, Is this really happening?

Luke sings by himself:
 I swear I'll never be happy again. And don't you dare say we can just be friends.
 I'm not some boy that you can sway. We knew it'd happen eventually.

We sing together:
La, la la la, la la la,
Now everybody's singing.
La, la la la, la la la,
Now everybody's singing.La, la la la, la la la,
(If you can wait till I get home)
Now everybody's singing.La, la la la, la la la,
(Then I swear we can make this last)
Now everybody's singing.
La, la la la, la la la,
(If you can wait till I get home)
Now everybody's singing.La, la la la, la la la,
(Then I swear we can make this last)
Now everybody's singing.
La

When we finish all the boys clap "That was a really good song guys!" Ashton says hugging us. "Yes stace is going to put it on her new EP" Luke says hugging me from behind. "We will make a music video and everything!" Luke says excitedly.

~2 Months Later~
We are now on the set for Luke's and mine song that we decided to call "If it means a lot to you". Luke and I have been getting better slightly. we still fight  but it's around every second day now and we always make up. Sure it's tiring but I really don't want to lose him. "Stace! You ready?" Luke asks me and I just nod hugging him. For our video it's going to start on Luke and he Will be singing with the acoustic. Then he will put it down and I start singing.  He will walk over to me while we sing but I will walk away and then finally at the end we kiss. Romantic aye? Haha not.

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Song "If It Means Alot To You ~ A day to remember

Edited (23/12/14)

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