"I'm sick of you, you bastard!!"
Jungkook heard his mom screaming.
With half lid eyes and a tired yawn, a 5 year old Jungkook walked towards his parents room barefooted with his white bunny plushie under his arm.
He stood at the front of the door and slightly pushed it open.
The door opens a little and Jungkook peeks in.
A loud crashing sound was heard making Jungkook shut his eyes momentarily and when he opens them he was greeted with the sight of his mother lying on the floor.
Blood spilling all over.
"M-mommy?"he muttered
He slowly and cautiously pushed open the door wider whispering a little bit clearer than before
"Mommy?"
There was no response
No movement at all from her mother lying in front of her
Jungkook started panicking in his mind and his gaze slowly turned from his mother to his dad who was standing beside his mother, looking down at her as if she was a useless piece of shit
Jungkook gulped with fear and with a soft voice asked
"D-daddy....what happened to M-mommy?"his voice shaking at the last word.
His dad doesn't even look at him but instead let out a deep sigh and squat down beside his mother staring at her very still and with a calm and low voice said
"She's dead Jungkook"
His heart dropped along with his plushie, tears started forming at the corner of his eyes with his lips trembling.
It felt as if everything was frozen and time had stopped.
He just stood there very very still analysing what he just heard.
The next thing he knows he's being carried by his father back to his room, watching his mother lying there on the cold tile , her white nightgown stained with blood
Mommy hate stains....mommy don't like cold....
He thought to himself as his view was replaced by a wall
His father tucked him in and placed his bunny which he picked up earlier along with Jungkook to his side and turned around and walked towards the door
"D-daddy?" Jungkook muttered softly
He turned around to face the boy
"Yes Jungkook?"
"W-what do you mean....when you said that M-mommy died ?"
He chokes out
His father let out a sigh before answering
"It means she's gone Jungkook. You will never see her again"
"N-never?"
"Yes,never. It's for the best "
His father said sternly and leave him
He must've been dreaming right?
It cannot be real
His mother cannot just die
It must be a dream....yes that must be it....
If he just close his eyes and sleep he will surely wake up in the morning and see his loving mother making him his favourite pancakes which only his mother knows how to.
He will play with her again and she will sing lullabies for him while stroking his hair when he lays down on her lap
Yes....it'll be fun.
It's alright
Just a bad dream
He drifted off to sleep with these thoughts but boy was he wrong
