Chapter 5

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We all dance for another hour and then we go back to the couch and everyone except for me is drunk. Louis is by far the most trashed and it is actually entertaining. Then Meg suggested to play truth or dare. Everyone liked that idea so Zayn started us off.

"Truth or dare Lilly?" Zayn asks.

I say truth and Harry smiles.

"Are you a virgin?"

Beca laughs and says "What twenty year old is virgin?".

We'll shoot I am. But my parents always in encouraged me to wait until marriage. Jack was my first serious boyfriend. We had been together for a year. We had made out and stuff but he understood that I wasn't ready and I was thankful for that.

"Well?" Niall speaks up.

"Uh..yes..." God I'm embarrassed now.

"It's alright" Meg says. "I was until last year, so I know how you feel" she adds with sympathy.

"You have a boyfriend though, right" Niall asks and I nod.

"How long?"

"Six months" I answer.

"Are you sure he's straight?" Niall laughs.

"Umm.. Yea, we just don't want to r-" I start to say when Harry cuts in.

"Can we just move on to the next round?" He scoffs. It's weird how he goes from charming to rude. But I wasn't really comfortable answering those questions so he kinda saved me.

"Beca truth or dare?" Meg finally speaks up.

Beca of coarse chooses dare. Meg dares her to go make out with this guy that was..well..he was very attractive. Beca goes for it without hesitating. Then Louis continues the game by choosing harry as the next victim.

"Truth or dare harry?"

He of coarse picks dare. Louis thinks for a minute.

"I dare you to kiss Lilly" he says with a smile.

The color in Harry's face drains. I'm sure my face did the same. I can tell he's as uncomfortable as I am.

"She won't let it happen" Beca states. I'm guessing her and Harry aren't dating with that comment? Who knows.

I make eye contact with him and He mouths 'we don't have to do it'. I know it's wrong but part of me actually wants him to kiss me again.But then I remember I am DATING Jack.

"I'm sorry" is all I manage to say as I walk away. I decide to go outside for some fresh air. I also need a moment to think about how I have acted tonight. I have no idea what got into me.

I feel terrible that I cheated on Jack tonight. All kinds of questions pop into my head. How will I tell him about this? Will he forgive me? He will be so hurt. I don't know what is going on with my brain. I'm happy with Jack. But you want Harry and you know it my subconscious accuses me. I hate to admit it but I am slowly growing feelings for Harry.

As much as I don't want to, I need to tell Jack what happened. I owe it to him.

Suddenly my phone vibrates nearly giving me a heart attack.

From:Jack <3

Hey babe. Wanna go for dinner?

To:Jack <3

Sorry Jack I'm out with Meg.

And Harry I mentally add.

From:Jack <3

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