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Life has a lot to offer there is Happiness ,pain, good and bad memories and endless moments .
As a Child i was subjected to a life of Physical ,mental and emotional abuse
My mother hated me Father never cared about me and me and the man that i saw as father Messed up my life mentally and emotionally causing me to fall in a spiral of depression stress and world where i was scared and hating everyone including my self
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But after years of being a victim of Emotional Sexual abuse I tried to learn to love another guy and im still trying , i hear am beautiful , yeah i thought to my self beautiful to sleep with then be discarded of.I had that to live with until i met other guys eventually doing the same thing leading me back to a world where i hate
I grew up to be a beautiful girl in what i used to call an ugly and distressful world I still struggle with my feeling but im learning to smile and let God take care of me . It still feels like the end but im tyring to find some where to begin so if youve had your heart broken by the ones you trusted or by the ones youve thought to be dear to you
Take a walk with me let me try to help you to slowly Pause the Memories and Stop the Pain
Alejandro .
A song that I Listened day in day out ad my Father ,wierd that i still call him father, I listened to alejandro as i was comforted by the lyrics of the song especially the words stop please just let me go Alejandro just let me go .
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I felt like i was imprisoned in my own personal hell .I thought to my self is life is so painful right now what would it be like if i was actually in hell. For everyday that my mother or sister left or fell asleep ,for every seconds i was haunted by this monster .
