Breathless || 2Jae ✩

Part 11: ...

" Jaebum its no use. We should just put him to sleep. "

" No! He's gonna wake up I'm sure of it!! "

" Its been 8 months Jaebum! He won't wake up!! Just let him go! "

" Stop talking nonsense Mark!! I can't let him go!! There are too many things that I have yet to say to him. So many things that I want to do with him. Things that I want to achieve with him by my side. "

Mark looks at me with sadness written all over his face. Silence enveloped us, the only thing that can be heard is the monitors' steady beeping. " I'm sorry Jaebum. But there's nothing we can do. The doctor said it himself. Let him go " Mark said softly and I bit the inside of my cheeks.

" I don't want to let him go twice.. " I whispered, my voice cracking in the process. My eyes welled up with tears as I ball my hands up into fists. 

Mark sighed but said nothing back. " He won't go. He'll always be in your heart Jaebum... " Mark said softly as he patted my chest to where my heart is located, his eyes glossy from holding back tears. " He'll always be with you as long as you remember him. " He continued. 

" I'll give you some time to think about. And while you're at it, think about Youngjae as well. " He said before giving me a side hug then walked out the room, leaving me standing in front of Youngjae's coma state.

My eyes never left the sight of Youngjae's sleeping figure. It hurts to think that if he goes this time, he'll never come back.

" I shouldn't have met you. If I haven't met you, then you would be awake right now and none of this would've happened. " I held onto his hand that were once filled with warmth.

" But I don't regret anything that day. That day when I met you, you were so beautiful in my eyes that I couldn't help but want you to be mine. " I smiled faintly as I recalled to the day where I first laid my eyes to him. 

" I loved you since the day I met you, and I promised myself to continue loving you even when we're dead. " I rubbed my thumb softly against the back of his hand as I stared lovingly at him.

" I'm sorry for this. I'm sorry for everything. From when we first started dating up until now, I'm sorry. " I sobbed out, my grip on his hand tightening.

" If you want to go.. It's fine by me. Though it will be hard for me to accept that you won't be coming back this time. " I chuckled in between my sobs. 

" But I will.. If it makes you happy. " My hand stroked his pale cheek lovingly as I take in all the features that I won't be able to see again once he's gone.

" I love you.. very much.. that it hurts.. " I whispered as I kissed his forehead ever so gently. My grip loosened as I stood up to walk to out the door.

Just as I was about to go out, I turned back to see him once more before I opened the door.

" I love you so much Choi Youngjae "

I stood there, waiting for him to respond. But that was silly of me. With one last smile, I turned to walk out before something made me stop.

" J-Jaebum.. "

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