Suicidal ✽ Jamilton ✔

~ Chapter 31 ~ ⓕⓘⓝⓐⓛⓔ

~ Alexander's POV ~

I grinned as Thomas made me close my eyes.

We arrived at someplace and he helped me to someplace.

My eyes were still closed but I felt him creep up behind me.

He took my hands off my eyes and I hesitantly opened my eyes.

What if it was just a giant surprise party that said,

CONGRATULATIONS YOUR OFFICIALLY SINGLE

Or

Too bad ugly begins with U.

I CAN IMAGINE THAT HONESTLY.

But instead it was a giant private beach.

I gasped was frozen still for a few minutes.

"How do you have enough money for this? Why did you waste it on me?"

"Well I wouldn't call it wasting." He replied filling the small gap between us.

We just sat there a bit.

Turns out he got us both swimtrunks.

"I'm not putting those on Thomas I'm way to fat."

I struggled away from him laughing a bit. Until he finally got me to go and put them on.

I walked out embarrassed but he smirked.

He rushed to get his on in front of me.

I blushed and looked away a bit.

"Like what you see Hamilton? It's not like it's nothing you've never seen before."

I blushed at that but thought of a remark.
"Back to a last name basis? Okay then Jefferson."

He smiled and dramatically fell into the water.

I walked over them and put my hand out to help him up.

He pulled me in on him instead and swam with me on his back.

"Thomas! Stop!" I laughed a bit falling off of him.

I sank into the water a bit.

I never learned to swim.

I was too scared to get in water.
Why did I forget?
Why did he make me forget?

What happened to me?

What did he do to me?

I sank down a bit more making so many thoughts run through my mind.

I imagine death so much it feels more like a memory. Is this where it gets me?

I could faintly hear Thomas calling for my name.