How did I go down this road
So many moments that I just don't know
I have to live every day as I grow
Yet every person I meet
Or every face on the street
I hide it all
Cuz it hurts so much to live like this
Every day in a dark abyss
Look, I've seen rock bottom
Every single day just feel forgotten
Hurts deep inside , believe me I tried
But it got too intense
I lost all common sense
And the grass look so much greener across the fence
I just wish I put in my two cents
But I didn't, and that when I fell
Where the dark thoughts began to dwell
And let me tell you no one should ever go through that
Cuz I was low, lost it all and fell fully flat
Look...
Took a blade to my wrist more than once
Bunch of pills filled my fist for lunch
But I'm still kicking
And I'm still wishing
For emotions I've been fishing
For somebody to listen
For a reason to keep on living
Now my skin is itching
Inside my real self is missing
Now I'm done with all the listing
Yet to help it'll take a magician
To fix my mental condition.
