There has always been a time where you feel like you cant keep trying anymore. There will always be a day where you feel like you cant wake up but you know the fact is that you just dont want to. It gets to that point in your life where you feel the need to take all the pain out on yourself. You start to cut yourself daily. Hide from others, you shut people who try to enter your life. But it just gets worse as days go on. And it hurts you. You beg for mercy , you scream for help. But nobody's there to help you so you give up. You sit and tell your self day after day that you've tried for so long that you've given it your all.