please help me (demi lovato fanfic discontinued)

chapter thirteen

Demi's POV

during the meet and great I noticed that Amara had some blood on her shirt . I thought it was kind of weird .

'does she self harm?' I thought to myself

'no! c'mon now demi! not everyone has a disorder or harms them self'

towards the end I began seeing more and more . there was only three people left so I would figure out what was wrong after we were done. by the time the last person came I noticed Amara whipping her hand on her shirt again and that's when I saw it . deep cuts on her wrists. I guess they have gotten re opened during the pictures. after the meet and great we make our way back to the dressing room. I go to change while she sits on the couch. I come back with some bandaids and a new shirt . I walk up to her and she looks at me like she's terrified .

"you don't have to hide from me Amara . I know what you've been through I know how you feel" I sincerely told her.

I could see the tears swelling up in her eyes . I embrace her in a tight hug. she starts crying uncontrollably . I move into the couch and she sits on my lap while I hold her as tight as I can without hurting her . she starts shaking so I sing to her and rub circles on her back. her breathing began to go steady and I realized she was asleep. I lay her down on the couch and began to aid her cuts . most of them were severely deep. I'm suprised she's still alive. I'm thankful that she is . but these are really really deep. after I wipe all the blood up and clean her cuts I change her shirt so she has a clean one .

yes I know she's a girl but I'm not some kind of pervert . I'm just doing something nice for her . I just decided to change her shorts as well since they had blood on them too. she was so skinny . I can't get over how far her hip bones , collar bones, and ribs are showing . this is so dangerous for this beautiful girl.

I carry her out to the car in a white t-shirt and some sweats. although there baggy they would have to do.

by the time we started to pull up to the hotel she began to wake up.

"hey Amara we are about to pull up to the hotel but go ahead and sleep we still have time" I said in almost a whisper .

she nodded in return and went back to sleep . it was pretty late anyways so she was really worn out .

when we pulled up she was still in a deep sleep so I decided to just carry her up to her room. she is super light after all so it's not like it was a struggle. I pick her up out of the car bridal style and then sit her up to where her head is on my shoulder. as we make are way in I have max with me so if people try and stop us it won't wake Amara up. surprisingly no one was in there . not even the paps. when we get up to her room I go to knock on the door and no answer . I knock again. no answer . I guess hannah is asleep . I wouldn't blame her . I'm super tired as well. I just walk to my room . Amara can stay the night here tonight . I lay her down in the bed and go take a quick shower . when I got out I blow dried my hair and then put on a large t-shirt and some baggy shorts . I got into bed with her .

once again . not like that.

but she did immediately curl up into me . it almost felt right . I wrapped my arms around her and then fell asleep myself .