Goodbye

Don't say goodbye...

Pain: a hurtful emotion people feel worse than sadness

I wake up and get ready for school. I see her I love her but she doesn't know. she is my best friend she doesn't know I want more I don't tell her cause she is stressed enough. She loves another boy she will never notice me never I love her to the point it hurts. I will never be good enough..... Never.

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She hurts herself I hate that she does. she calls herself stupid she is the most important girl in my world she has scratches on her wrist she stabs her stomach... I wish I could prevent her from her doing this I wish she called me hers. she promised herself to another boy. This boy is Rude and obnoxious and just so mean just thinking of how he treats her wrong makes me tear up. She is the sweetest soul in the world. And the weird thing is she reads this so hello...you know who you are I wish she knew how much I love How much I care I don't know what to do with my self. She is smart all four of her. She is my favorite people  to talk to  especially her nine year old self which is weird I love a nine year old and a fourteen year old at the same time because well most of you get it. I love everything about her every flaw. Her warm light brown eyes to her cute angry voice yelling at me to stop wiping my sweat on her (weird thing I do to people I care about =3 ) but if you are reading this I want to never say goodbye

Love
- Tyler