My Life 2003-2018

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Hey, Im not a good person who remembers the life when they are a kid! On May 2nd 2003 at 7:53am, I rise into the world for the first time. My mom and dad was in tears! Even i started crying?.. Next day, i was brought home. I never got to meet my grandma because she was stuck in jail. But she came home a few days later, she first saw my eyes and she was crying happy tears. My mom didnt like it when she sees my grandma. Since she has been in and out of jail for drugs. Anyway, lets go all the way to 2008... August of 2008, i started kindergarten in indiana. I was evaluated for autism at that time, they told my mom that i was autistic. So, they placed me in Special Ed. My dad didnt like the fact that i was put in a classroom with special needs kids. But my mom didnt care of what he thinks. Later in 2009, My mom and Dad got a divorce. I was about 6 years old. Mom ended up finding a guy and moved to Michigan with him. While me and my sister Allison ended up with my dad. Since mom left, he had been drinking and he had some heart issues. 2010 of August, I had transferred to a new school in indiana. It was the first day of 2nd grade. And there was a girl, who ended up bullying me. She would always say "why do you look so ugly?" And "you are always going to be a freak".. i was literally crying. I didnt want to do this anymore. None of the teachers cared .  Later in 2012, my Dad fell in love with a woman. At first, she was nice. But then when my dad goes to work, she would always beat me and my sister to death. She gave us black and blue bruises and we would be bleeding from our nose. CPS was never involved. One day i came to school covered with wounds and bruises the one kid from my class came and he asked what happened? I told him everything. He instantly became friends in the 3rd grade. May of 2013, i had moved to Michigan with my mom (Court order). Since my dad neglected me. 


New Life (2013-2018) 

Typically, It couldve been better. Later in 2013, i Moved to Bellevue, Michigan. And i was scared for my first day there, So i went in the school and i stopped talking since my abuse. I got evaluated again and they said that i had an anxiety disorder. My mom told them about my autism and i was found out that i was misdiagnosed. Later that day, A group of girls walked up to me and said "are you looking for someone to hang out with?" I nodded my head. Then they founded somebody who was also hanging alone. Her name was Alexis, And me and Alexis instantly became good friends for awhile. Until Later in 2016, I had a loving feeling about her. Like Lesbian vibes. I admitted to her that i was in love with her, and she also said the same thing. Next day, we were holding hands. And people started making fun of us. I felt like crying, but i dont want it to get in my way. Its been like that for awhile. There was something i regreted one night. I called Alexis a bitch on Facebook. She was mad. She started yelling at me and said "I Cant handle this relationship if you cant straighten up" and thats when we had to take a break from each other. I feel really bad about it. I loved her so much... One night, i told my mom that i wanted to kill myself. She freaked out and she sent me to a mental institution for a couple of weeks. I Had started medication for anxiety. I started talking to everybody at school. But i was worried about Alexis. She was sitting all alone staring at the window. I walked up to her and apologized for everything. She started to cry when i told her that i tried to kill myself. She said that im her everything to her. I hugged her and i told her that i loved her so much. When we went to cedar point for a band trip, me and her had our first kiss 😘. It was the best night of my life! 


Last day of school Came along (2017) and i told my girlfriend Alexis, that i wasnt going to be at bellevue anymore. She was really sad, but we still talk to each other on facebook. I Later in 2017, i went to a new school called Battle Creek Central High School. People there never respected me. I was bullied alot there. Luckily, im not going back there next year. Its a terrible school ive been to. I wanted to go back to bellevue with my girlfriend, but my mom said no. I was angry with her. I wish we never moved to battle creek. I enjoyed being at bellevue with my girlfriend and my other friends. Im the only freshman at BCCHS who had no friends. I was always feeling depressed all the time. I was a nobody. However, i was getting really good grades there. 

There were times where i just really want to hurt people. Every day, i walk into the school and somebody is already making nasty comments about me. It always makes me so angry, that i just want to punch them in the goddamn face. Thats a life lesson. On January 23rd 2018, i went to go see my girlfriend at a basketball game. She plays in a pep band. When she first saw me, she burst into tears saying "i thought id never see you again" She was really happy  ☺

Well, Here is my recent surprise. Since my birthday was May 2nd. My mom told me that there was a surprise coming. I was really curious, when i heard a knock on the door, i went to open it and there was alexis. I was like "OH MY GOD, MY BABY IS HERE!" And we was hugging and kissing each other. I was SUPER happy to see her again. She stayed for a couple of hours until unfortanetly her dad came to pick her up. She gave me a gift that i will never forget. I couldnt wait to see my sweetheart again. I was wonder when she will come back.

But things soon changed Summer of 2018.. Let's put it this way. Me and Alexis broke up.. Here's the TRUE reason:

It was September 3rd, 2018 when i was playing around on Instagram until i get a message from her TLoU friends telling me that Alexis was cheating on me.. To be honest, that made my heart broke.. I can't believe she would lie to me this whole 2 years since we been together. I was crying, i dont know why she would do this.. I will never forgive her. Relationship was a bye-bye

On September 20th, 2018: I Have a new relationship with someone. He's a good guy.. But he's foreign. His name is Saif Momen.. Now, dont be judging. He makes me happy and i love him so much.  S.M~T.T

Now you might be wondering "What's the point of me being Lgbt if im now straight?" 

Answer: Well, just because I'm straight, doesn't mean im a homophobic. I still love supporting people who are Lgbt.. It literally breaks my heart when people get teased because of their sexuality.. I have a couple of friends who are bisexual and i will do anything to make everyone happy for who they are 🌈 

If you have questions or concerns, please inbox me 

Anyway, thats all for my life story  



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