The fault in our star poem

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Late in the winter of my seventeenth year

I was depressed and death was near

Hazel Grace,

I thought i was a disgrace

I was waiting for death

To take my last breath

Off to the heart  of jesus i went

Where i met the boy of my torment

I did not know he'd be my ten

Which is not something you'd use now and then

The numbers were falling but i still had time left

I knew it'd be him who i'd blame for the theft

As he stole my heart and left

Augustus Waters

He feared being unknown

He wanted a kingdom, He wanted the throne

It's a metaphor, don't you see

A cigarette, doomed to be the killing of me

He's on a roller-coaster that only goes up

But his dreaded curse is having seen death close-up

I read a book and he did to

Mr Van Houten, he helped me through

I'm like Anna, Dying

While i lie beside my mother who's crying

But my story doen't end just there

I still have so muchmore that's destined to share

We became curious about this book we both loved

Knowing the ending, which was, unloved

It took us to Amsterdam, where we tasted the stars

But the marks humans leave are to often scars

It's where i first declared my love

Augustus was mine, which i'd only ever dreamed of

The once lost illness replaced Gus again

Where the though of loosing him turned to pain

It turned out i wasn't his grenade, he was mine

And trust me non of this is fine

I'd rather it were me than him

I'd rahter for fill this deadly sin

Though our last day's were the best

We drank champagne in the sunset

But our fairytale was too good to last

Our time together had drifted so fast

At three thirty AM He died

And al hope of living was put aside

My eulogy to him meant the world to me

I told him our infinity was the biggest it could be

When he was dying he told me that the world is not a wish-granting factory

But he was wrong, I met him and that was satisfactory

He liked his choices, He once told me

Said okay shall be our always, wait and see

And told me pain demanded to be felt

But i assured myself my cards had been dealt

That i'd join my Gus in the heavens above

And I'd be reunited with my one true love

I do, Augustus

I do

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