Sleep Paralysis- Jungkook

Chapter 14

Soeun's POV

"I missed you...", Jungkook murmured quietly.

I was in shock, I didn't know how to react...

"I don't care if you remember me or our memories or not... I can't keep this game up for much longer", Jungkook cried. 

"I tried to wait it out... I tried to be there for you, but I got angry and I couldn't control my actions... I know how much I hurt you. I know how much you have suffered because of me, and I have no right to hold u like this and ask for your forgiveness... But I can't resist anymore, I want to run to you like we use to.", Jungkook rambled on and on while the heavy downpour engulfed us in its gloomy embrace. 

Words of sadness, words of regret... and all I heard was his cry for help, I couldn't run away anymore. I can't turn my back on him anymore because he still needs me. 

"I remember.", I bluntly said.

"What do you mean?", I could see that Jungkook was shocked. 

I just stayed silent. 

I couldn't say anything. Time just seems to flow alongside the tears that came out, we kept looking at each other and flashes of your memories started to appear in front of me and I couldn't help but smile. 

Then Jungkook started to lean forward and his lips touched mine, I was shocked. What should I do? The kiss was short but it felt like it lasted an eternity, I could see how red Jungkooks face was after he pulled back.  

I surely thought he was just sick because of the time we spent in the rain. My mind kept battling itself to see if Jungkook was red because he was blushing or because he was sick. I was in the middle of thinking very hard when Jungkook suddenly collapsed on me putting all his weight on me. I acted quickly, I searched through his pockets and found his phone which was waterproof because he had the latest model. His phone was lock which really didn't help in the situation. 

I thought long and hard and took into account Jungkooks old habit of him being air-headed from time to time, and I entered his birthday. I got negative results, and his password wasn't his birthday, next I tried Sowons birthday and again it was negative. I was running out of options, through the years of knowing him I remember he had to make his password easy because he couldn't remember things that well. 

This was my final shot before Jungkooks phone locks me out, I got very narcissistic and put my own birthday. That just like that his phone magically opened up, there was no time to question why my birthday was his password, it doesn't matter... all that matters is that Jungkook fainted and all he needs is to get home. 

I dialled his mother's number and with a few rings she picked up. 

"Mrs Jeon speaking" 

"Hi Mrs Jeon, I have no time for introductions! Jungkook has fainted in the cemetery and I need your help", I didn't care about my tone nor my manners... that wasn't important. 

"This is the same cemetery that Sowon was buried in, please hurry." 

"I'm on my way", that was the last thing I heard before she hung up. 

I waited thirty minutes before Jungkooks mother came rushing to us with her umbrella, she immediately dropped to the wet ground and tried to wake him up. In the pouring rain, a few men came and picked Jungkook up and escorted him towards Mrs Jeon's car. 

"Oh look who's here, you didn't show up to her funeral and you dare to show up here? on such a day! You're shameless, I should have cut you off when I had the chance to. You no good slut of a girl. Here take this money and scram you poor peasant, I don't want you near my Jungkook ever again. Jungkook was meant to marry Sowon but you! You ruined everything it's all your fault, she should have saved herself instead of a slut like you that's no use to the society.", Mrs Jeon kept scolding me under her umbrella while I was getting hit by the rain. 

I was so humiliated... I was speechless...

My legs gave up on me and I fell to the ground as soon as they left.

What do I do now?

The pouring rain, the sound of water splashing as it the ground filled my ears with its sadness. The rain will pass... and so will the pain and suffering. I was told to just wait it out because they said it was just a passing rain, but that gloom and sadness never left. 

"I can't do this anymore...Jungkook"

"I'm sorry..."