And then I woke up.
the sudden realization that i was alive was shocking to me.
when i dream i have air in my lungs,warm blood flowing in my veins and i walk with no pain in my chest. in real life i only and painfully exist.
I woke up and the cuts on my fat hips were still burning like flames on my skin,the skin i tore appart because of the never ending war in my head.
I see the dry blood and I feel alive like a vampire that drinks it like gasoline.
Last night was rough.
I realized I will never be great.
I realized I will probably end up with a common job and cheap cars with kids that will suck the life I still have out of me.But I have so much on my mind,I do. I have greatness in the blood i pour everyday.what a waste of a perfectly clean skin.
what a waste of a good mind.I have many things to shout and to say and to whisper but I open my mouth and the worst things come out,things that i dont know where they come from.
My name is Mia Kathryn Im 17 and I live in the thin line between heaven and hell.Enjoy the ride.
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Glory & Gore
Non-FictionMia is a normal girl,or so you think.Mia kathryn is 17 years old and is,in fact,an unique girl.when she finds her old notebook she keeps it and starts dragging it everywhere she goes.haunted by who she is,who she wants to be and who her ghosts tell...