I look over at Logan. Tears streaming down his red cheeks.
"She's gone." His voice cracks.
I look back down at her, bending down and kiss her lifeless lips for one last time. I only hope this is all a dream. I run out of the room going past the guys. Corbyn grabbing my arm.
"What's going on?!" He asks.
"S-she's GONE!"
Every single one of their faces going blankly into surprise.
"Gone?"
I nod and run off, not for a location, not for anything. I run off for pain. What am I suppose to do with out her? What am I suppose to do after this? The band won't be able to help me cope. Music won't help me grieve. Nothing can help, but her, but she's gone. How do go on when you've lost the most important thing in the world? What do you do when the shoulder you lean on is gone?
I stop dead in my tracks.
"What am I suppose to do with this?" I whisper to my self as a pull out a diamond ring that goes on one certain person's finger. The love of my life. The one I was supposed to grow old with. The one I can never have again. The one I lost...
-3 hours later-
I walk in Logan's front door. Memories hitting me like bullets. I feel the sting of tear in my eyes. I take a deep breathe in then exhale. I walk over to Logan.
"We need a funeral." I say.
"Yes, I've already started arranging it."
"Did she have a w-will?"
"Yes. I made her make one early. Heh." I forced out an awkward laugh.
"What's all to who?"
"Her cloths go to charity. Money split to the WDW boys, and family. Also, you get to decide wether she's buried or cremation."
"Buried!" I quickly say.
"Okay." He responds calmly, not questioning why. I just never what to burn someone I love.
"Well, I'm going to make the plans for the funeral tomorrow."
"Okay." I say walk out of the memory filled house that I don't know if I'll be able to walk back into ever again.
-day of funeral-
I wake up with the feeling after crying yourself to sleep in my cheeks. I get ready in my black suit after showering. The shower water mixing with my never ending tears. I then leave the house with the rest of the guys and the speech I had prepared the night before.
I get to the place and before I realized, it was time to start. Logan goes up to the platform and it truest begins.
"Kinney, my sister is gone. Her life lived short, but amazingly. Even though you didn't get a long life like others, you surely did get one of the best. You lived it happily and you met one of the most amazing people, Jonah. Come up here." He says with a reassuring smile.
I stand up from my seat and make my way to the front. I clean my throat and begin.
"Love. It's what you think of when you think of two people who are probably going to last. That's what we thought of, but we were cut short. Life took a turn for the worst. Now, another person of this world gone. Everyday, people think it's going to be a good day and when you hear someone died and you didn't know them, you usually don't care too much, but when you did know them, and you were close to them, it hurts. It hurts for days on end and you don't know you you will be able to move on. You think life is over. It's not. Yes, it's going to be hard, but soon you realize you are going to have to move on. She was the love of my life and today was the day I planned on asking her to marry me. I can't do that anymore. I feel like there's nothing more left out there for me. I miss her, we all miss her. Kinney, I loved you more than you knew. More than love reaches and I'm sorry we couldn't grow old with you and die with you hand in hand. You were my everything. I love you so, so, so much. Goodbye." I Finnish and walk over to her open casket and place the ring on her finger. Perfect fit.
The service ends and it was time to continue to our lives that is now missing a piece.
I walk into my home and drop the jacket of my tux to the ground. I walk over to the pool with the boys following behind.
"Jonah?" Zach asks. "You okay?"
"No, I lost her. There's nothing more out there for me."
"There is! Then fans, your family, us!"
"It's not enough. I want to die."
"Jonah no." Jack speaks up.
I lift one foot up and off the edge. And as I begin to fall is hands grab me and pull me back.
"Nooo! LET GO OF ME!" I yell.
"IF YOU KILL YOURSELF, YOU'LL NEVER SEE HER AGAIN!"
"I instantly stop struggling."
"You will see her again. One day, but you have to go on. Even if you think there's nothing out there for you, there is. The fans will support you. We love you." Daniel says.
Tears flood my eyes and soft sobs begin, that turn into larger sobs and larger pools of tears.
She's gone here, but not in my heart. I'm sorry that this happened to you. I love you forever, I promise.
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Okay guys. That's the ending of the sad ending, so yes, there will be a happy ending! Yay! Anyway, sorry for it being so corny and depressing, but that puts to the story. If your crying... oops🤷🏻♀️. I love you guys! And the happy ending will come out eventually, but I'm busy and I'll try. Like always, have a great rest of your day and much love!
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FanfictionSIMPLY WHO SEQUEL Jonah and Kinney start up a new relationship and they have their ups and downs. Some things get in their way, and some things make them closer, but all they need to do is Promise each other that they will always love each other.
