A Cup Of Tea

Chapter 1

What does he think himself huh? He thinks he can do whatever he wants, he can say whatever he wants and can flirt with whoever he wants to. Ugh.. I punched the wall a bit hard in my right sight senselessly in anger. 'If i had a chance one day i would love to rip off his di*k, then that mather fu**er will know the pain he gave me these past months'. Is said it in down voice but i realize my right fingers has got bruised because of hitting the wall so hard. Ouch ouch ouch i shouldn't hv hit the wall so hard ouch. My face is showing filled with anger expressions and my inside was bursting like lava. I rubed my right fingers then i hear some voice behind me.

'Is she mad or what? ' 'maybe she ran away from mental hostipal' 'yup the way she is acting i agree with you there'. I think they are talking about me.

I look my behind searching for those who just spoke up indicating me. 'Yeah yeah i ran off from mental hostipal to kill my boyfriend knowing that he has committed to other girls. How would you feel if that same thing happens to you? If your love one commited to other one what would you react? '. I said this like a mad person nearly yelling at them looking sharp right at them.

'Don't reply to her she really is a mental, lets go' said an woman to another woman.

'Yes yes I'm the only one mental person down here and everyone is mother fu**er normal here' they walked passed by me making a dirty face at me. 'One day your boyfriends will leave you saying that you are not match for him then you will know how painful it is to hear that and everyone is mental here not only me'

I took a breath deeply, not knowing that what i was saying and why i lost my temper at those woman.

Looking my around and found, on the footpath everyone's eyes are right on me. I think i created a drama in the public. I felt a quiet embarrassed myself after creating such drama here, i should shake my legs now. I started to walk forward.

I never should have gave him another chance after what he did that day kissing another girl in my house. I should have fu**ing kicked him in his fu**ing butt out of my house. It was all my fault, i should have made an action against him.

I stopped by a unfamiliar cafe House, looking up at its banner, is was quite big.

I've heard about this cafe house and its quite famous here. Should i go in?. I waited for a while thinking about what should i do.

I never came here before, i think i shall take a look inside.

As i enterd i see the cafe is really quite big, modern plus classic style and pretty decorative. everthing seems to be clean and fresh. The classic song made this place quite peaceful. People were on their on, smiling, talking, laughing. Is didn't let me down however my mood still remain filled with anger.

I sit down on a chair whare i found it empty. I take my mobile out of my hand bag hoping for a silly text from him.

Damn that fu**er, sam didn't text me yet i thought he'd feel sorry after what he had said to me but no. I think he isn't sorry for today.

What am i thinking? Why am i even thinking bout him after what he had done? I loved him bottom of my heart, i gave him everything what i had but he hit with other bitches while he was in relationship with me. And still I'm thinking bout him, i really am a fool.