You told to yourself that it was him that you wanted in your life. But some things made you realized if it is still what you wanted..
It was him that made you the happiest.
But you don't know it was also him that would make you realize what your self-worth is.
It was him who made you feel you were taken for granted.
Unanswered calls. Unanswered texts.
Once. Twice. Thrice. How many times when you needed him , he couldn't be able to be there for you? Countless times. But you still love him because you always have in mind that if you love someone, you have to understand him.
His reason of being Busy? FUCK THAT REASON. A minute or two could lessen the worries you have in yourself. A SIMPLE TEXT OR A CALL.
It wasn't that hard to say he couldn't be there and why. You were not asking him to report every minute with you, you just want him to be responsible enough and thinks that he is not alone now. THAT HE HAVE YOU already. That when the time you and him entered in this relationship is a commitment. Not just choice of when he wanted a happy time only with you.
It is not his choice. But yours.
You have to choose what you wanted to be. You have to decide which life you wanted to live.
A life with him that you are unhappy or
A life without that someone who makes you feel unworthy but sooner or later , you'll be happy with the right one?
It was just a simple act of ignoring you. You choose if you wanted to stop it or make him that act a habit.
