What is love? I dont understand, my parents always say "you'll find out soon, Its something we cant tell you, you have to find it yourself." I never understood what they meant though.
Who am i? I am keiko a 15 year old girl who has been bullied for my looks,body,weight,and sytle. It hurt hearing all those things, but i learned to not care.
My heart races when i see this guy, i start to blush, my heart starts buring, is this what they so call love? I hope i'll find out soon!
People dont date me because they always say "she's so ugly", "look how fat she is", "shes not perfect." I hurts hearing those things, there rude and hurtful.
Sometimes i have to remind myself that its ok not to be prefect, No one is.
How do you measure perfection anyways? Height, weight, body? None of that matters to me. I am who i am and no one can change that, Not even myself.
Perfection isn't everything, well not to me but to other. I get bullied but i keep smiling to let them know im not bothered by what they say. It annoys them so they started to physically abuse me.
It hurt being physically abused, they left scars,scratches,and bruises. But that all changed after i met him. He helped me, most girls liked him, he was the hottest, and smartest guy.
His name was Riku. Who is Riku you may ask. Riku is a 15 year old boy, he has fangirls, Not just any fangirls, SUPER fangirls. He was always kind to me, unlike other people.
Riku was the only person in my life that i actually cared about.
"How are you?" he said with a smile.
"Good, how about you?" I said shyly.
"Im good"he said.
"Want to hang later, i need to tell you something" he said in a worried voice.
"Sure" i said confused
"Thanks, heres my number,text me!"he said happy
I walked away happy
-later at the park-
I waited for him, he showed up 10 minutes late...
"Sorry im late" he said
"Its ok" i answered
"So i wanted to ask you something important" he said.
"Like what." i answered nervously.
"I seen how others treated you, talk bad about you, and say your not perfect, but your perfect just the way you are" he said.
I was shocked, i couldn't believe what he just said.
"So i was wondering if you like to go out with me?.... He said nervously ready to accept whatever fate.
"Yes!!!" I answered joyfully.
"Really?" He said shocked.
"Yes really Riku" i said.
He was shocked he didn't know what to say.
(This was my first time so please dont judge, i will make the next chapter in about 2 weeks)
