Its been tough, not being able to see your boyfriend, or even be able to talk to him... I always wonder what it would be like to actually hold his hand, or hug him, or nuzzle his neck, or even kiss him lightly. I always wonder if I'll ever be able to see him... He brought me happiness and brought me something I've never felt for another person.
I like to just sit back and realize how long we have been together. In ten days, it would be four months together. Wow, it's been that long?
Anyways, the way we met was a very strange but amazing away... Love works in many different ways.
I got this text message that warmed my heart but at the same time it tore my heart slowly.
When is 7 years?... He said to me.
What do you mean? I said.
Why do we have to wait 7 years?
I didn't know how to answer this question. I got nervous and I kept reading it over, and over, and over.
Madi?..
Are you there?
Hyung?...
Ah... Sorry I got distracted.
Oh, ok...
I feel like talking about our future.
Like
Do you think we are going to really be kpop idols?
Hold it, our dreams are to be K-pop idols together. Okay, continue.
I do if we believe in ourselves♡ I said to him. I was hoping for him to respond but I never got a message back. All there was, was the three dots at the bottom of the screen showing he was typing, ". . ."
I got a text about one or two hours later saying, "Missing You." Just those two words made me smile and feel a warm sensation throughout my body. I was laying down, stomach to my bed, and I began to kick my feet.
Missing You. Those words stayed in my head.
"Missing You."
"Missing You."
"Missing You."
"Missing You."
"Missing You..."
"Missing You. . ."
"I miss you, too..." I whispered to myself and I set my phone down. I flipped over and shut my eyes. "Missing You."
"I love you..."
