As I shut the door
I did my solo performance
Dancing to my tragic melody
My hands grabbed the curtain
As it swings across my floor
The window stares at me naked
You've felt my tear unto your skin
But you never felt my cracked unto your skin
I smashed the glass on my wall
And stopped
froze to the motion
Hearing the sound of it breaking
Reminded me I was once one
Sealed in my fears and waking up to my own rhythm
Till they decided to
Fracture me
How do I heal ?
If you left me bruised every second I opened my book
I am ashed in your flame
I suffocated in my own breath when yours wasn't their to Eco around mine
My toes can't be pinned
To your lyrics anymore
The blade is about to cut my sorrow
I saw my shadow creeping up to me
It was covered with darkness
Beautiful yet burned
I stared into an old capture of art
That was called me
Suddenly her laughter become pain
Smile turned in to tears
Love became cold as ice
But it never mattered to her soul
Seems like hallucinations in her mind
Sorrow in her veins
And demons in her forest
She covered her scares with happiness
The torture of pain has been inhaled in her already
Only if she could exhaled it out
But it faded like an old rust
That crusted itself
And blew away like dust
Though flowers brought peace to her soul
Every cut I make will remind me
Of every pain that was painted on my museum
The blood is covered on my art
Let me drown in it
And sink
In want I thought was my flower
I shall be blinded by my own
Fate
