I closed my eyes
And I could taste the bitterness
Of fear
As I snuggled in my blankets
I drowned in my sheets
Seeking for peace in each teardrop
I dropped from my rivers of eyes
Swallowing my own anguish
I suffocate in my sorrow
Smiling through each sob and drop I make
Reminds me what happiness felt like
This time I can't escape
Its too dark for my soul
Every thing slitters in my mind
Slowly like storm evacuating
I slit my wrist
Trying to take out the anger pieced in my skin
My fingers traced back
Memories
That were fused in my soul
Thighs filled with laced marks
Pale but vain
Chained up in my lock
I've got green and purple lines
On my art
That painted chapters that were burned in my life
That's why I am a masterpiece
Of a mixture of sweet yet sour
The taste of me
Sketched and designed
With Concrete elements of milk
Filled in my bones of eager
But I'm trapped in my torment
That shrinks me back to my sanctuary
