Dear Diary,
It's been 2 years without speaking to the girls. I talk to Bre time to time, but not like old times. Nique doesn't even call or text. Sometimes, I wonder to myself. Did I go to far? Was what I did wrong? I have so many questions but no answer. I'm 19 now, about to be 20. I've been lowkey since the incident. But, I think it's time I start getting back in the studio. I don't know.
I closed up my diary and slid it under my bed. I sighed and stared at my phone. I never thought we would break up like this. I still remember it like yesterday.
*Flashback; 2 years ago.
"Bahj." Zoey called out.
"Yeah."
"I love you."
I smiled. I know what you're thinking. "Nique's Man?!" Yes, but I never thought one kiss would turn into a lowkey affair. I've told Zoey mutiple times that we should stop. But, it's like the longer I'm away from him. The more and more I crave to have him.
"I love you, too.' He kissed me. I smiled throughout the kiss.
"I-I think I want to break up with Zo."
"What." I yelled jumping up from his bed.
"B, I have strong feelings for you. We've been seeing each other since last year." he said in a loud, frustrated tone.
I stood there and stared at him. "I gotta go." I ran downstairs and got into my car. The hugest smile was on my face. But, in my eyes. You saw shame. I loved Zoey & Zonnique to death. I hate doing this behind her back. We've tried to stop. But, I can't keep my hands off him. I drove off, I wasn't going home. I was just going to drive.
Zonnique's P.O.V
Bre & I laughed together as we were watching our favorite movie, Bridesmaids.
"I swear I love this movie." Bre said, wiping her eyes from laughing.
"Me and Zoey watch this all the time."
I saw Bre's mood changed, she cleared her throat. It was an awkward silence.
"What's on your mind, tell me." I said.
"Nothing, nothing."
"Bre, I'm not dumb. I know something's up."
She sighed. "Zo, baby. Zoey's nothing faithful to you. Him and Bahja have been sneaking around since last year. Bahj told me last week."
I looked at her and burst out laughing. "You funny."
She looked at me dead in the eye with a serious look. I can tell she wasn't playing. My eyes started to fill with tears.
"I'm sorry Z." she got up to hug me and I cried on her shoulder for a long time.
I sniffled. "Atleast I know that your a true friend that you would come out and say that and keep it hidden from me. I love you Bre."
"Love you, too babygirl."
Her phone buzzed. "I gotta go, Mom needs me. It'll be okay, alright." she said, rubbing my back.
"Alright." she gave me one last hug and left out. I wasn't gonna do anything bad to Zoey or Bahja. I was just going to act different. Karma's a bitch and it's going to come back and kick you in the ass hard as ever.
Bahja's P.O.V
I've called and texted Zonnique all day to see if she wants to hang out. She's been forwarding my calls and reading my messages but not answering. I sat on my bed and wondered. "Did Zoey tell her?" I quickly called him.
"Yo." he answered.
"Did you tell Nique."
"Nah, she hasn't been answering me. I was about to go over there. Why."
"She hasn't been answering me either."
"Do you think it's just that time of the month." he said, laughing.
"Maybe, I don't know. But, she still would've repiled anyways."
"Well, did you tell anybody else about us."
"N-." I was about to say no, until I thought. Bre! It had to be her. "Yeah, I've told Bre."
He sighed. "Find out! Because I told you not to tell anybody." He yelled, hanging up.
I called up Bre.
"Hello."
"You told Zo didn't you."
"Bye Bahja."
She hung up. I knew it!
