King Falls AM Oneshots

Journal Entries

April 15th, 2016

It's almost been two years since I moved to King Falls. Two years and still no sign of Jack...I don't think I'm going to find him...

I hate saying it, but I know that it's time to give up. It's time for me to drop the curtain on this search. I'm not going to find him, and there's still no way that I can tell Ben about this...

Ben is just like Jack... they have the same fire- the same drive. They don't give up once they have an idea in their heads... Ben wouldn't let me give up, which is why I won't ever tell him about what happened.

Jack is gone, and I have nothing.

April 19th, 2016

It was a bad day today...

I couldn't stop myself, I needed to feel something.

Watching Ben tear himself up over Emily's abduction is killing me. Going through this all over again with someone new is killing me-

I can't take it... this feels like Jack all over again and I just can't- I can't talk about it to anyone here. It would change everything.

It was really bad this time.

They were deep.

My wrist didn't stop bleeding for a while and I was late to work because of it.

Ben asked why I was wearing a long sleeve today as it was pretty warm out... I just told him that I forgot to do laundry so all I had left was long sleeves.

He bought it, no questions asked.

If he knew the real reason he would probably be disgusted with me...

I wish I was stronger- braver...

I wish I had the courage to tell Ben why I came to King Falls. Why I decided to come to this stupid hick ass town full of urban fucking myths, but I can't.

No matter how much I want to, or how many times I try to, I just cant and nothing is going to change.

I will never find Jack Wright!

He is gone.