I stand alone on the pillar of change. It extends out from the world of hate and dispair. Below me I see the waves of fear and dispair wash along it's base. I can see them.. They are there, those emotions and feelings that have been eating at me for so long. But now, they all seem so distant. I will never be the person I was down there. I will never be who I was before my demons ripped apart my soul.
I am better. I am who this ordeal made me to be. I have learned my lessons. I have rewritten my own code. She broke me down, crushed me into dust but still I'm here. She taught me more then anyone else ever has... For that I can at least say I hope she's happy.
Don't miss understand there's much love for the life lost to a lost lover. The bliss of narrow mindind thinking and ignorance will never be felt again. I have a new weight on my shoulders, but with my new mind-state in hand and my hope's in the other, I'll be okay.
