Hidden pain

If they knew

I love your smile they tell me thos is not real

Your so confident they tell me thos I look myself in the mirror and see this ugly beast everyone hates

I love you he says thos I know I mean nothing to him thos I am not worth it

Your so beautiful they say thos I know they are lying

Your always so happy they say, I guess I'm just a good actress

Your so kind they say thos I just don't want people to feel the pain I feel

Wow you have so many friends they say thos they are not real friend thos they are only my friends when they need something

You are so strong they say thos I wait for them to look away to breakdown thos I just don't want to annoy them with my problems

You never tell me anything she says thos when I do she judges

I'll always be here for you she says thos when I need her she is busy

You need to talk more they say thos when I do they tell me to shut up.

Sometimes people judge others without knowing who they really are or the reason as to why they are who they are. All people need is to listen you don't need to understand them cause that's not always possible but if you listen and let them know you are there for them they'll feel better. If you ever feel in pain please do not take it out in yourself express yourself some other way draw, sing, call someone, go for a walk, or something and let it all out cry scream but please do not make the mistake of keeping it in cause once you do its just going get all built up inside you and once it is it'll be very hard to let go of it and trust me it'll just consume you and once your in the dark it's hard to seek for light without bumping to things that hurt you along the way and if you don't have anybody to talk to I'm here so just messege me in case you haven't heard it today good morning beautiful I love you