Falling Beyond

Prologue

Even after you ruined me for any other

I cannot regret you. Even as I cleave

the flesh of wanting from the bone

I hope the night sky is pretty 

wherever you are. 

- Unknown

Once I fell in love with someone. 

But can you ask for something that cannot be given?

Can you get something that cannot be given to you?

With drooping eyes, I once wished for what was not mine. I tore myself day after day for it. 

With the question of why it wasn't mine still cold on my lips. 

I once asked. In this world, some things are not meant to be yours was my answer. 

In this treacherous world, if a mother can kill their own child or a child could kill its mother. 

Man or women could do anything in this world. 

A world of darkness. 

Painted in the blood of our kin and other animals like us. 

I love how some people say that we are not animals. Biologically and scientifically, we are grouped as animals because we possess the same characteristics they have. 

A tiny bit of each one of us is an animal. 

Even we try to hide that so much that we forget how much it shows outside sometimes.  

That is what I learned painfully through love.