BEEP BEEP BEEP
That's the first thing I heard when I woke up on Monday. "Ugh stupid alarm, stupid school, stupid stupid, stupid." I muttered to myself. There was only 1 month left of school left and it was going suckish. I may as well tell you what happened from the beggining.
Back in December around Christmas this guy that my really close friend and I had a crush on (her name is Nicole) asked her out. I kinda set them up and forced Nicole to say yes. So she did, but ended up falling in love with him. Now me and Andrew ( that's the boys name) were very close friends. My best friend that's a guy actually. So one day he texted me and said he was going to dump Nicole. And to make matters worse he told me why and where he was going to. Now he was staying up in Vermont for the week so he dumped her over TEXT. I know right? So I was pissed but, not for long. Nicole FaceTimed me and she cried to me over the phone for like 4 hours. I finally told her to come over (we're 17) to spend the next few nights together. Her mom and my mom both said yes and so for that week we spent all our time together eating, crying, and being depressed, That whole week at school (Nicole is very popular) people called Andrew such horrible names, jackass, bastard, ass, asshole,dipshit, player, the list goes on and on. So in April Andrew asked me out. I said yes. We were really happy together until Nicole, Brooke, and countless other people told me he had cheated. I was torn to shreds. I was depressed and suicidal for over 2 months. I would just randomly start crying or having rage spazzams. Not to mention I had told him everything about my past which was pretty suckish ( we will get to that later) and told everyone in the schoo, about it.
So there you go. Yea I'm really hoping we can fix it. I miss him you know? My best best friend Breanna would come over all the time, we live right next to each other, and comfort me. I would cry to here over the phone, and she wouldn't judge. She always tells me "It's me and you against the world" We have already picked out our college. We will be going to the community one so we can get an apartment together and be happy.
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So what did you guys think? This is kinda like a journal, but everyone can see. I hope you guys enjoy
