Memory gone

the building

When I woke up I found lewis on the ground almost beaten to death. I walked over and cuffed him to the bed.

I called my captain ( Don Cragen) to let him know that I have Lewis cuffed to the bed at a beach house in Soho.

"Liv, do not go anywhere. Just stay there and the squad is coming. You did good" He said.
"I can't because if he wakes up I font know where I am going to go I have no one close enough to the area to help me. I had to be with him for two years. I font even no if Lillian's still alive." I said as I realized I let her name slip.
"Who is Lillian, Liv?" he asked more concerned than ever.
"Ummmmm no one, forget it" I said hoping he would drop the subject but I knew better than that.
"Who is she?" He said in more of a demanding voice.
"My daughter" I said with tears threatening to spill over and roll onto my cheeks.
"We will talk about this later. I'm 5 minutes out Liv, just stay there" he said.
I hung up and sat in the kitchen to get my head around what I just said. I told him about her. I had Lillian when I was 14 and didn't tell anyone so she would be about 13. It is Lewis's daughter but he never found put about her until two years ago when I told Cassidy about her. He was so angry. So when I came to svu I had and still have a bunch of secrets kept under a lock and key.

Out of nowhere Lewis came up behind me with a metal rod off of the bed he tied me up too.
Everything started spiraling down and down and down. I staring loosing consciousness.

I woke up and found myself on a hospital bed.
"Hey liv" a man said. He tried to touch my shoulder.

"Wh..w..who are you?" I asked as I was trembling