I suppose if you decide to read my tale, you will soon become curious as to my identity. I promise, soon enough you will know who I truly am.
But before I reveal my name, I shall first tell you my purpose.
Let me begin by letting you know that I understand what you are going through- trust me, you aren't the only one. But the only way to be successful in anything you do, is by having true intentions.
Ask yourself,
"Why do I do what I do?"
"Who am I?"
"What am I really wanting?"
"Is there a better way to handle what I'm feeling?"
Let me help you: if you are still reading, you probably haven't found a better way to deal with what you are feeling. But as you read, take special care to read through these questions, and if at any point you begin to realize,
"I'm not really doing it because..."
"I am not an angry murderer"
"I don't want to harm anyone"
"There is a better way to deal with what I'm feeling!"
STOP READING. The only people who should make it to the end of this, are people who really cannot find another way. In which case I urge you to continue thinking before any rash decisions are made.
When I was youthful (as I'm sure most of you are), I was harassed in many different ways. I heard terrible comments such as,
"Wow, you're beautiful!"
"Nice shirt!"
And worst of all,
"Is that a weave?"
I know- people suck.Though negative comments do very quite a lot. I got other nasty comments like,
"Woah, you're ugly!"
"That shirt doesn't match!"
And worst of all,
"Is that a weave?"
So, I know what you must be dealing with. Positive comments don't help if you can't believe them. Negative comments sure as heck don't help anything, and you try to tell yourself "it doesn't matter- I don't care what they say!" When truly a part of you can never believe that.
Know that you are not alone in this brothers and sisters! I know, you've heard it from everyone, but does it make you feel better? Maybe for a few seconds...maybe not at all. Maybe it's not that you are angry or mad, you're just hurt and broken. If one of your questions have been answered, keep reading to unlock your mysteries. If you still have questions KEEP READING. If you're reading just to read, KEEP READING.
"What are you talking about, this isn't therapy?"
Yes, I know. But to truly do something correctly, one must know why.
Game faces on, popcorn ready, extra butter (good, Paula likes you). Continue on if you wish to unlock the secrets of How to Successfully Murder...if you dare.
