karkat x (sorta) reader

INTRODUCTION 

Your name is Delawin Wixby. (this is sorta supposed to be the y/n character, i thought i'd thow in a new personaily to make things fun.. can you buy that?.. pwease?) No, you're not very nice.. actually, you're pretty mean. You're bitter, and rude, though you're actually mostly quiet, never really actually talking to anyone unless you are spoken to first. But you do realize you're usually quite a bitch and you're quite suprised anyone can put up with that. So, what is on your mind right now?... one of your favorite living things in the world.. or any other planet frankly.. Karkat Vantas. With your bitter self loathing and hate to match his, it's no suprise that the two of you get along quite well. You pity yourselves, but you feel the same things, so you pity eachother, but of course you both feel like it's annoying on yourselves, but since the situations are different, you feel the other has every right to feel the way they do.. but you have no right to, cause it's not the same and not as big of a deal. But Karkat really WAS too strong and has every right to be so hurt and broken inside.. and you truly didn't. You were just an annoying little bitter angery highblood who was secretly born a sea dewller.. but.. part shark.. only fins on your hips.. had have sholder length, green-dyed hair and everyone thought your blood was electric green because that's what you wanted them to think. For some reason your eyes were mutated and green even though you have come to find out that your blood is lilac. You didn't want anyone think you were better than anyone else, you saw the way Eridan and Equius and Vriska were and though Feferi and Gamzee never acted like that you didn't even want that thought to pass though people's minds. So you kept your blood a secret.. and your shark luses. But that's not the topic right now. You were thinking about Karkat.. he was coming over that night to help you  with your currently sprianed ankle and also help you with whatever you couldn't do while you had it. You had no idea why he had offered to help or insisted to when you said you were fine.. had you made it that damn obvious that you were in pain? It made you smile thinking that maybe he actually CARED about you or something... but why would he? Yes, the two of you were somewhat friends and hung out more than just two people who just talk casually and all... and he was the only person you were ever really freindly with even in the slightest right about now. But you were pretty sure he never really liked you, you've heard him say it countless times and you only ever actually see him for a reason of importance..... though that reason of importance is sometimes worry and the two of you seem to vent to eachother a lot and honsetly that's how the two of you began hainging out in the first place. He caught you crying over your former matesprit, Gamzee, who had once again become sobor... and hit you across the face and called you a worthless piece of shit.. and when he caught you holding your green scarf to cover your lilac tears, you snapped at him and told him to leave you alone and mind his own goddamn buisness, but to that, he gave you no reply and simply held you and shooshed you until your sobs finally subsided. Then the two of you talked for quite a long time and ever since then you always end up taking turns to vent to eachother and confide in eachother with all your fears pains and worries. He truly was amazing ... though you tell him that you hate him and yell at him all the time but those days when the two of you are just too tried and just act like friends and sit down and relax... were worth a lifetime of fighting and yelling at eachother.