Sweet Dream or Beautiful Nightmare

Chasing Pavements

Ziva's pov

I wake up and see doctors all around me.

"My baby?"

"We're sorry miss.David you has a miscarriage, we had to take you onto theatre to stem the bleeding"

I roll over and look out of the window, everyone came in apart from Tony the doctors haven't said anything has changed so I'm guessing he's probably still in a coma, I wish he'd wake up I really need him.

Everyone's tried to talk to me and be supportive but I don't want their pity, I want my baby, Tony's baby, out baby.

I was looking out the window when I felt someone stroking my hair, I rolled over to see who it was. Tony!

"Are you okaai?"

"Yeaah I'm okaai. Everyone's worried about you. What happened? I woke up then saw doctors and nurses screaming at each other then you screaming in pain being taken in theatre"

"I remember that night with the stake out? Yesterday I found out that I was pregnant, yours. The doctors told me to stay in bed to wait for McGee to take me home, I thought I'd make it easier for him and wait in the cafe by the door so he doesn't have to come all the way up. I stood up and I felt a massive pain in my stomach it was bad fell to the floor and screamed, nothing has felt that bad ever. A doctor came in tried to help me up, it made it worse, two doctors had to lift back onto the bed, while the nurse tried to do a sonogram but it was to painful, they tore to hold me down so they could do it, but I couldn't help but scream and cry. They stopped when saw I was bleeding so the rushed me into theatre. I lost the baby Tony"

"Ziva I'm sorry, we can try again. I'm sorry I never spoke about that night I just thought you'd regret it. I love you, I always have loved you"

"I love you too"