Love Scenario

Scenario 1 - Forgiveness Is the Final Form Of Love

April pov

I'm not even writing a book,
It isn't a time traverel story,
But the history is repeating itself,
DAMN.. !! BULLSHIT.. !!

Beside the dark cloud, there is blue sky.. Yet you chose to cried under the rain.. without realise the rain drown you, kill you in silent.

Who am I to blame, to ask, its the fault for trusting too easy, too early.. its your fault for being foolish.

Scene 1 ...
"Are you alright?" She asked.

I just nodded weakly. There were no words to describe how devastated I am right now.

"You look like a shit." She commented as she laughed a little.

"A broken girl suppose to look like a shit, not an angle." I was pissed.

"Chill babe. Just be cool and walk away."

Yeah.. !! If only it is that easy, I wouldn't be this suffering bitch. Why can't a man just be honest he is taken. Why made me look like a shit plus stupid !!!! Motherfucker !!!

Scene 2 ...
"April.. wait !!"

I heard that clearly but I wish I didn't. I speed up, trying to lost him but he grabbed on my wrist and pulled me toward him. Damn.. he still made my heart beat alot.

"I'm sorry.. I didn't mean to lie." He spoke first.

"Yeah. Its my fault for not asking." I burst out yelling out loud.

"We still can be friend."

"Sure.. its like the dog die but we can still keep it." Its a sarcastic.

"April ---"

I turned my body and left with confident manner following me in each step. But after a moment, I break in tears. I still like him alot.

Scene 3 ...
I sat on the ground with my head look up the sky. We use to look at the sky, talking how the stars can look so beautiful when night come.

We use to argue who the worst in drawing the stars sign then accusing one another is the worst drawer.

We use to talk about tiny detail, laughing off each other weakness, joke and play around.

We use to be happy, together.

No !!

It use to be only me happy spending time with him.

Scene 4 ...
Which is the worst..?

The one who break your heart into pieces or the one who break the pieces to another pieces?

"Back to earth April." Mia smacked made my mind stop wandering.

"Hemmm.." I replied flatly.

"Still can't get over it?"

"Trying." Yes.. I was doing that the whole time.

"Good luck."

I don't need luck, I need miracle. They said rebound is a bad thing, but I said being lie to, play off and pretend equal with lucifer level. Why I can't get a happy ending.

Scene 5 ...
April.." His voice still shake my heart.

My eyes was glue on the book but all my attention was focus on him.

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean this to happen. I didn't tell you the truth because I don't feel the need to. You ---"

"Axel !!!" I screamed out his name, cutting his line. His name is a poison to me. The one who made you smile also the one who hurt you badly.

"I'm sorry.." He spoke in his small voice.

"I felt so ashamed that I want to hide inside the earth. I felt terible with this feeling, its hurt inside too much. But you know what hurt more..? The way you treat me, I felt special but the reality is I'm nobody. I felt so stupid." I yelled out loud.

"I'm sorry.." He was looking at me with the guilt eyes.

I dashed out from the room after confesing my honest feeling. Shit !! The sadness followed by tears, the guilt shift to fear and the happines fade away.. All because of one name

Call..

Axel.

Scene 6 ...
How do you felt when you saw the person you love, happy in someone else hand?

Its hurt.. deep.. in my chest.

"He wants your number?" Mia shocked the hell out of me.

"Who."

She pointed on the guy infront of me. He was smiling but I didn't bother to smiled back. I just don't felt interested.

"So, can I give him your number?"

"Sure." I answered flatly before went out, leaving the cafe.

Life suddenly become dull, the blue sky wasn't that pretty anymore, the stars doesn't shine brightly, and the conversation was death. I felt empty.

Scene 7 ...
"Time heal all pain." He said as we walk side by side on the park.

I frowned toward the sudden talk.

"When there is someone hurt you, there'll be someone heal the pain." He added as he smiled genuine for me.

"Haha.. " But mine wasn't a sincere laughed.

"But before that person heal you, you need to heal yourself first." The tone of his, doesn't sound pleasing at all.

"How?" Its start to pissed me off.

"Forgiveness is the final form of love."

That shutted me down and made me speechless. Can you forgive the person who hurt you the most?

Scene 8 ...
I was looking at the park before that figure took my attention. Axel was sight seeing with her. They was smiling and laughing in happiness.

Somehow, I don't felt annoyed anymore. I don't felt the poke in my chest. I don't felt like wanting to cry.

"Hey.. that Axel."

I looked out the window and found him with her, smiling and laughing in happiness.

"He really a bastrad. How can he be happy after breaking a girl heart."

"Its not his fault. Its me. I missinterpret his kindness." I argued.

"Wow.. you actual on that bastrad side." She rolled her eyes on me.

"I'm just stating the fact."

"Holly shit. You are an angle."

"Of course. After all, angle always forgive other." I smiled.

Now, I can finally watch them without feeling the pain in my chest.

The end
Forgive yourself, and forgives other. You may grief but don't drown in the sadness. Raised up and stay happy.